Liuqiner`s Life

2009-07-28T20:05:00.001+08:00

Just bought dinner back from maxwell food center. Seriously the food there is niceeeeeee.
Mei shi jie's food sucks like idk what, and worst of all, overpriced.

&&& nic's really a nice boss omg ><

We were talking abt gays. Then he gets so high saying that gays are good party animals and he began to dance LOL.
And he's like singing now lol.

DINGDONG knock off soon! >< like 2 hrs?! =.=

2009-07-28T00:50:00.002+08:00

Really pray hard that xiangle get well soon. Lao Tian shouldnt be so unfair to such a nice person! ><

2009-07-26T15:32:00.004+08:00

LOL working at echo now.
MiLuBing fan club gathering, like damn high.
And stupid ^#!^*#$%^&%$%^&*^$ georgy just said "nvm just give them anything, PRCs don deserve good food!"

Si george and waiter shoot me till i bwg.):

Lol, nic now web-camming with sam cause he's sick and can't turn up.
The fans like all so high. LOL.
Nic: Sam would u like to say anything?
Sam: uhh uhh, hello. *cough cough*
(Fans gets all so high laughing)
Sam: My voice nice anot? (all laugh again)

and the convo continues with sam talking and fans laughing and nic questioning and weiqi shyshy-ing.
LOL.
when suddenly,
sam: uhh why are u all taking pictures?! Can see me ah?!
(ROFL)

woah cool. sam is having a fever yet singing over the phone with piano thru the webcam. COOL!

HAHAHHA. LOL!
and as nic was giving the cue for sam to sing, here it goes..
Nic: "ready get set, GO!"
Sam: GO WHERE?!

HAHHAHAHAHHA. thats cute.

2009-07-22T17:09:00.001+08:00

220th post.

HELLO I BLOGGED.

2009-07-18T13:25:00.001+08:00

Woah, 8 months since graduate and __________.

2009-07-17T16:29:00.007+08:00

Okay this post is just my reflections towards life. Wanted to lock up this post but blogger nehneh cannot. (if can tell me how) lol. But doesn't matter also, since my blog has been pronounced dead since idk when.

I feel that I've been through so so so much recently. So much that I feel that I've really grown up. Like, no kidding. Or should I say. I need to behave like a grown up.

Time flies, and its been like almost 8 months since I graduated. And what have I been doing? Like, wasting my life away with maple? I know why I am indulged in maple, but thats not a reasonable excuse. As I've said, Excuse.

Some stuffs happened at work recently. Yet another setback, but I know it will make me stronger. However, I just feel so unprotected, towards the cruelty of society. I was ranting to people about how nice it is back then in school. For the very least, I'm fed with pocket money everyday and just goes school to sleep or like, argue with teachers.=/
I need not face the practical world on my own, like on the frontline. =.= This morning I saw my mum. I wanted to talk to her about this, but I thought I didn't want to bother her or somehow I feel that I need to learn how to handle it myself. Like for the previous 2 cases at work (like why am I always meeting this kinda people), somewhat similar. I told my mum and she wanted me to quit. Now, I realised that quitting is not the long term solution. I want to face this myself.

Then, I was talking to yiling about my regrets in choosing this path cause since the beginning I'm not a studious person. And now somehow stuck in the middle. I always had this belief that “things happen for a reason”. So I guess, somewhat this is for a good cause. Yeah, maybe things aren't that bad after all. Like what yl said, we can use this 1 year to explore what we really want in life. I'm really happy for her for she found what she really likes and where she belongs. But for me, I wasted this 1 year away, indulging in mapling. Yes, and I know what I should really do now is to quit. And not continue to rant how I wasted my life and continue wasting it. But maple is like, so addictive. I can only reduce the number of hours playing and gradually.......quit. I feel that maple is like a bi4 feng1 gang3 to me. Idk how should I say. I feel that I'm playing maple to escape from the reality. Whenever I don't maple, I feel very xinku, like mood swing. But when I maple, I don't think about real life thing anymore. And it somehow makes me better. There's so much things in me in which I wished to scream out or rant. But somehow I can't find a suitable medium to do it. I've been trying to explain, but to no avail. Until just, to jamie dear. Thanks.=) At least I sorted out my thoughts. I know that I shouldn't hide from reality, cause one day I'll still have to face it. So.. How?

(side-tracked) I'm at work now andthe uncle fixing the lights is so nice to show concern for my nose. Talking to me abt this and that abt sensitive nose. Cause I'm like having the daily flu, which worsen from sleeping at 7am everyday.

Anyway, no more emotional runs in mind. Shall end here, tentatively. Wait xin xue lai chao then blog again.=x

2009-06-11T21:44:00.002+08:00

xxx says:
I NOT DESPO
LOL!
Jessly says:
=.=
xxx says:
IF I DESPO
I GOT A LOT OF BFS ALR
LOL!

There's such thick-skinned people in this world, we can't deny.f3

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❤❤❤❤❤ said:
haha
er
u got 2k bones/
Jessly said:
APA BONES?!
maple when got bones one!
LOL

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Guang - Light - Hikari 变不了爱情 So why don't you all sit down, listen to the tale i'm about to tell... said:
where to buy normal star ah
i tot at shop
lol
Jessly said:
LOL
er
some places have nia
f3
Guang - Light - Hikari 变不了爱情 So why don't you all sit down, listen to the tale i'm about to tell... says:
chey
noob la u
Jessly says:
stupid lah no money play sin
can go bang wall
Guang - Light - Hikari 变不了爱情 So why don't you all sit down, listen to the tale i'm about to tell... said:
i pro leh
sian one sin
close cannot shoot
Jessly said:
=.=
Guang - Light - Hikari 变不了爱情 So why don't you all sit down, listen to the tale i'm about to tell... says:
i will scam ppl money
Jessly says:
EW
SCAMMER
lol scam le share okay? =XX
LOL

I think I'm nuts alr.

2009-06-11T15:58:00.000+08:00

MAPLE ADDICTION!

I've been psychoing ppl to play maple at delp nowadays. LOL=x
I'M SO IN LOVE WITH MAPLE.

okay, and, weiwei jus told me that she's gonna quit maple alr=(

2009-06-10T02:17:00.009+08:00

As chenhaw said, mapletard!=X

Convo btw me and some of my maple frens:

JN™ | I. R. SMART. || And I don't need pants | says:
see lo maple wasting ppl's time n life
Jessly says:
yeah
true
><
but
somehow
JN™ | I. R. SMART. || And I don't need pants | says:
but addicted liao la
Jessly says:
maple has became an essential part of my life =.=
like another world of frens there
JN™ | I. R. SMART. || And I don't need pants | says:
i think of maple only TWO times a day
that two times is....
day n night
Jessly says:
LOL!
cool
JN™ | I. R. SMART. || And I don't need pants | says:
miss one day maple like half dead de =.=
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Jessly says:
u only this yr then so addicted or what?
JN™ | I. R. SMART. || And I don't need pants | says:
end of january this year
last time i played maple once de
4 years ago
Jessly says:
past few years leh?
JN™ | I. R. SMART. || And I don't need pants | says:
but managed to quit
cos that time my mom forbade me from using the internet
i still can remember
how hard isit to quit
like drugs la maple
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Me says:
heyy
Jessly says:
hello
Me says:
maple now gt patch rite
Jessly says:
maple is patching now
yeah
till 8
Me says:
so sad
Me says:
wondering what to do now..haiz..

Idk how can i stop playing maple now.=.=
Really made a lot of friends inside and, you may not believe, but I learnt alot thru maple.
><
And, malacca trip how?! ><

Alright now holding guild meeting. =.= its so real life you see.
Hope MSweiwei and xREBEL people can come back maple soon. ><

2009-05-28T22:22:00.001+08:00

I'm sick sick sick. =(

2009-05-21T23:33:00.007+08:00

JESSLY GETS ALL SO HIGH SEEING MS EP 2 POSTER AT MRT STATION AND CRAPING WITH MS FRIENDS.

RATE OF LOL-ING: EXTREMELY HIGH

Doи says:
swear = scold bad bad word
dun lemme see u sia i sure strangle u

Jessly says:
http://decipher-life.blogspot.com/
Doи says:
as in like guy guy
omg dun gimmme virus
Jessly says:
LOL
go see
Doи says:
who?
Jessly says:
ur DA MING IS THERE
HAHAH
Doи says:
wtf
O_O
Jessly says:
LOLS!
not bad
Doи says:
LAME LOl
Jessly says:
at least i updated
Doи says:
I TOT DA MING = ONE PERSON
Jessly says:
hhahaha
Doи says:
u know
Jessly says:
LOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Doи says:
xiao ming?
in chinese comp
Jessly says:

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
Doи says:
compo
LOL

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Jessly said:
im tired
Doи said:
-_-
Jessly said:
stupid contacts
Doи said:
no u are retarded
Jessly said:
lazy take out
made me so tirred
Doи said:
DUN TAKE OUT LOR
EYE SPOIL
Jessly said:
i slept with it many times and my eyes almost went blinc
blind *
Doи says:
lol
Jessly says:
HAHA
Doи says:
u make it
sound so wrong
i slept with it
Jessly says:
-,-
Doи says:
so many times
LOL
Jessly says:
LOL
Doи says:
LOL
Jessly says:
ZZ
Doи says:
LOL
Jessly says:
wth
Doи says:
slept with it
it = animal
HAHAH
Jessly says:
=.=
if not how to describe
LOL
Doи says:
hahah
i slept with my contact lense
Jessly says:
this is nice i wanna post

2009-05-13T19:57:00.004+08:00

It's been really quite some time since I last blogged.
Life has been, quite uhmm, full of ups and downs.
More of downs, I think?
Went back to ny today for nyco qing gong yan.
Congrats on GWH!
But seriously speaking, I don't feel the attachment as much as that of Woodgrove co.
Perhaps cause wgsco is the place where I grew up from.
Uhmm..

Trip home brought back lots of fond memories and of course, undesired ones.
Well, those are now categorized under 'past'.
Collected my graduation cert today, and was telling ling that I couldn't believed I had graduated from that oh-my-god place.
Body clock's screwed like idk what and sleeping time is somehow from noon till 7pm?
Health is deteriorating I think.
Plight of gamers I should say?=x

Kinda down and tired.

2009-02-27T00:15:00.002+08:00

Heard A's result gna be released next week?
Oh well, to me, getting back A's cert is like getting back a piece of waste paper.
=/
I'm quite positive that I'll need to consider properly about my future.

2009-02-22T00:18:00.002+08:00

WEEE blogging @ melvin's house!
Slacking at his house as though my house has got no comp.-.-
& shini is like singing ai-ee-ya-yi-ai, ai-yi-ai over @ the bed there which idk why.
& melvin's like being a good father and making pancake.-.-

lol, random post.
but, there's a reason for staying out.

2009-02-20T22:40:00.003+08:00

Went Wild Wild Wet with MCO peeps today and it was damn fun and hilarious!
And it made me wanna pick up swimming asap.
Completed half of swimming lesson with anne today!
And screamed at the top of my voice when I played that slide w melvin, at least no worse than genting's spiderman I guess.
Didn't manage to take much pictures though.
I realised my blog had became dull every since I joined facebook cause it's easier to upload photos there.
But in anw, my phone's designed in a way that it made uploading photos a hassle.
Plus plus, there's an in-built lazy feature in me! Hahah.

Went to melvin's hse for an overnight mahjong session.
In the end we sorta side-tracked and did other stuffs! lol, like a mass online cum facebook session and the tradition!:D
And watching Tila Tequila! Weeee~ so interesting! *into lesbians!*
Omg, lol.

My body clock's like screwed and seriously require some immediate repairment.
Lol, and I think my blog's super dead and it feels as though nobody is reading.
Maybe I should close down the blog soon, haha!
xD

Oh and, my skin's red esp nose.=/ super hate it, everytime.
-ends off randomly

2009-02-18T01:23:00.007+08:00

Okay I shall blog about what happened since many are asking.
Some may find it okay, esp the guys, because they used to play this prank on people.

Alright, v-day this year was an unlucky one cause firstly we went to the wrong hill.
Supposedly Mt. Faber but went all the way up and only to realised we ended up at Telok Blangah Hill.
The rest went home and only 5 girls stayed and so we cabbed to find Chenhaw, Xiangwei and Jason at Pitstop.
Wanted to ton but decided to take night rider home at around 3am+ and reached woodlands at around 4am.
Well, I alighted at the wrong stop so I had to walk 1 bus-stop home.
My foot was kinda aching from all the climbing of hills and so I was walking really very very slowly.
& somehow that night, I had an intuition that things weren't normal.
Prolly cause the majority on the road are blangahs.=/ (like 4am, yes)
Okay I don't mean to be ya, you know, prejudiced or what.

After like don't know how many minutes of walking, I finally reached my block.
Then I took the lift up, and was kinda glad that there were no cats.
In which suddenly, the lift stopped at the 2nd storey, and the door opens.
I seemed to see a figure swifting across from far to the stairs (spiral kind), so I thought I was too tired and saw doubles.
Then, I pressed the close button and headed up.

And the lift stops and opens door at 3rd storey again!! && the lighting was very dark!!
I was like in a dilemma whether should I take the stairs down.
I was like starting to feel something was wrong and quickly hit the close button!
THEN IT STOPS AT 4TH STOREY AGAIN with the lights really dimmed!!!
Wah, seriously, I was shivering alr.

Then I quickly close the door and called Debbie who was msging me, cause before that I told her I feel scared all of a sudden. (which I usually won't except for bewaring of cats)
So, when she picked up, I was at 5th storey alr, and the lift opens again!
Without hesitation I just rushed out as it was brighter.
And I was like asking debbie, how how?!?!
& she told me to take the stairs, but six sense told me to take the lift.
So I changed to the middle lift and I was so afraid it would stop again.(at this point in time, I wasn't reminded of that guy figure I faintly saw at 2nd storey, I thought it was some eerie stuffs.)

The lift went up, passed by 6th storey and didn't stop (phew), and when it was at the 7th storey, I saw that guy running and turning back to look at me through the glass panel!! He was like around twenties and wearing long sleeve cotton shirt, blue and white colour (thailand brand I think) with jeans.
The lift went up and I immediately ran home at lightning speed even though previously my foot aches from those walking.

When I reached home, I was traumatised and my bro and mum came out to ask what happened.
My bro first asked me, "Are you sure it's a human you saw?!"
"Wah, don't scare me leh!", I replied.
Then he said, "no lah, I'm watching horror movie."

Then he laughed at me.T.T
Saying that it was a prank he used to play in the past, but they'd gather 5 people instead of crazily running all the way up.
But I must compliment that guy who successfully scare me cause he can run really fast.
Then the next day when I woke up, I was thinking about the incident, and I thought that the guy might also have been frightened by me as to why I suddenly teleported to another lift! (Hahah)
& I was thinking that he might be training for Youth Olympics or smthng~
But that incident sorta created a phobia in me for coming home late.

But today I didn't really adhere to what I told debbie, "I won't ever come home late again!"
And tonight was the second night I went home ever since that day.
& I called Zhenjie to come down to accompany me take the lift.
Lol, I owe him an ice-cream.xD

Oh ya, and the swifting part was cause the guy was running too fast I guess, if all along what I saw was a human.

2009-02-15T05:44:00.001+08:00

I AM TRAUMATIZED BY SOMETHING WORSE THAN CAT.

shall elaborate more next time.

2009-02-13T03:29:00.003+08:00

Sometimes I think it's kinda interesting (and amazing) to suddenly talk to strangers who've been on your msn for years (but you dont know who are they) in the middle of the night when everyone's sound asleep.

It keeps you entertained, at least for some quiet moments.

2009-02-09T13:45:00.002+08:00

wth, I am damn frustrated abt not having a job.

2009-02-05T01:07:00.000+08:00

Life is unfair!!!!!!!!

Thousands of =((((

2009-02-02T23:05:00.004+08:00

I'm pronounced jobless again, assignment over, hence..
=((

Well, went to Bkhim's bday celebration @ coasta sand on sat,& yeah alot of people went.
Saw cats, didn't scream.
Scared by zixin, spilled water.
Hongging made me scream, for doing something stupid to imitate cats.
Mahjong-ed a lil with liu lao, melvin and anne.
Caught 2 movies, one in the day one during midnight.
Walked abt, or in fact ran abt.
Bused home, played bluff at Toastbox, home at 11am, slept till 11am the next day.
Yes, 24 hours.
Once in a lifetime, but woke up at 4pm, 8pm and 2am for awhile.

Home today, dyed hair, the colour was not what I expected, but well, the aunty recommended that.
Hmm, was expecting a more brown instead of somewhat an orange-gold colour.
Well, let it be.

Ayee, seems mono-tone now, no idea,
hear people mahjong, wanna mahjong.

& I just realised I sorta missed out a good job offer, one which I like!!><
Opportunity missed!)):

2009-01-31T02:42:00.001+08:00

WHY IS EVERYONE TAKLING TO ME ABT CATS!!!!
LIKE, EVERYWHERE!

& I WANNA MAHJONGGGGG!

2009-01-30T00:36:00.005+08:00

I was wondering why I only got 3 replies out of the 9 resumes I sent, and its because file extension is .docx instead of .doc.
Wrong file format, ahhh, wasted my efforts.
:((

Heard from Beekwee today that uni life still gna study study study..
Oh my, I tod some say JC is the worst of all.
Rahh, I need more info on uni!
Flood me with comments on uni life please.
><

Admin job, end soon pls, I dread going to office every day!=/
Agn, I almost doze off today, tried hard to concentrate but can't!><

Went to watch Artsphere and SYmphonic Perc perf at esplanade today!
Then went to nafa with yikhang, deli and weihong. Went for dinner/supper, cabbed home.
Heartless deli made me walk home from some random places.
Gna sleep soon I guess, I don't want to endure the process of wanting-to-sleep-yet-can't-sleep feeling.

I'm looking for a job that can talk.
That's it.

I'm tired now, hope be able to sleep, im like spouting nonsense.

2009-01-27T02:02:00.007+08:00

[c=12]JuN aN[/c] said:
i tell u ar
[c=12]JuN aN[/c] said:
if a dog happen to bite me this year
[c=12]JuN aN[/c] said:
its gonan be ur fault
[c=12]JuN aN[/c] said:
LOl
Jessly said:
LOL!!!!!!!!
Jessly said:
this is also damn interesting!
Jessly said:
hahah say somemore it'll appear on my blog
Jessly said:
eh just kidding!
Jessly said:
hahah
Jessly said:
my comp is damn lag now

***closes the chat window***

[c=12]JuN aN[/c] says:
LOL
[c=12]JuN aN[/c] says:
cat invading ur comp
Jessly says:
HAHAHAHAH wth?!

***Didn't refer to above, so got a bit lost***

Jessly says:
ohh i got it
Jessly says:
omg
Jessly says:
HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHA u are damn funny!!

***after a while***

Jessly said:
yay congrats jun an u are another highlight of my blog!
[c=12]JuN aN[/c] says:
i will never be able to beat cats

***then***

[c=12]JuN aN[/c] said:
whoops
[c=12]JuN aN[/c] said:
sry
[c=12]JuN aN[/c] said:
my turn to dc
[c=12]JuN aN[/c] said:
cats invading my comp
Jessly said:
LOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Jessly said:
HAAHAHHAHAHAHAH
Jessly said:
ORBI!!!
Jessly said:
no!!
Jessly said:
dogs invading!!
[c=12]JuN aN[/c] says:
i got anti-dog firewall
[c=12]JuN aN[/c] says:
LOL
Jessly says:
LOL!!! thats so cool
[c=12]JuN aN[/c] says:
i hope u noe that there's no such things
[c=12]JuN aN[/c] says:
LOL
Jessly says:
hey im not that dumb ok!!!!
[c=12]JuN aN[/c] says:
u said its cool!

Conclusion: junan is a great entertainer!

2009-01-27T01:47:00.002+08:00

Anw, I realised that my recent posts are all abt cats!
Hahah, looks like those cats should be fortunate to be the highlights of my blog?!
Lol.

Jessly said:
their stares will kill u within 0.001s
Jessly said:
LOL
Jessly said:
a bit too dramatic
Jessly said:
lol
[c=12]JuN aN[/c] said:
lol
[c=12]JuN aN[/c] said:
HOW U NOE HOW IT FEELS LIKE
[c=12]JuN aN[/c] said:
WHEN U NV TOUCH B4
Jessly said:
cause i havent try
Jessly said:
hahah
Jessly said:
yeah i made a wrong judgement abt dog's also

[c=12]JuN aN[/c] says:
yeaaa
[c=12]JuN aN[/c] says:
who knows
[c=12]JuN aN[/c] says:
mayb u like the cat's texture

mmm, sounds true to a certain extent?
This is prolly the reason why I dare to touch dog ytd. (I almost typed 'cat')
Hahah, but but...
Not for cat seriously. (As explained by those factors which contributes to the fear)
I'll fall in love with dogs first.(:
maybe in 2010 will be cats' turn.=/

Hahha, these posts may sound a bit too exaggerated for how I expressed my excitement, but seriously,
this is damn exciting!
To me its as though I'm breaking World's Guinness Records by touching a dog.
:DD

2009-01-27T01:32:00.003+08:00

Lol, some funny convo with junan.

jess: hahah i feel like going shang ke
jess: but i lazy and scared of cats
ja: ......................
ja: OMG
ja: COME ON
ja: U TOUCHED A DOG
ja: u can touch a cat too!
jess: CATS ARE NO ANIMALS!!! THEY ARE MONSTERS!!!!
jess: NOT*
ja:............
ja: so u support cruelty to cats la
ja: LOL
ja: or horrr
ja: i go tell spca
jess: no that doesnt mean i support cruelty
jess: jus don come near me
ja: LOL
ja: WHY U SO SCARED OF CATS
ja: u scared of dogs still ok
ja: cos i abit scared oso
ja: LOl
ja: but cats!
ja: wad can they do to u man
jess: LOL!!!!
jess: cats are much worse okay
jess: they have terrifying fur, eyes, tail, body, and STARE!!
ja: LOL
ja: u damm joker sia
ja: i just did this passage on cats
ja: and u said the same things the passage said
jess: HAHAHHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAH
ja: so wad
ja: when u go lesson last time
ja: his cats all caged?
jess: omg this dialog is interesting i should post it on blog.

HOHOHO junan is afraid of DOGS!!

2009-01-26T22:02:00.002+08:00

FINALLY I TOUCHED DOG FOR THE FIRST TIME EVER IN MY LIFE!!
BUT STILL SCARED TO CARRY OR LET IT WALK PAST ME.
THAT SHALL BE THE NEXT STEP.
CAT IS A NO NO NO, I THINK.

Okay shall edit a bit,
cause today, after living for 19 years, I realised that dog's body ain't as jelly as I thought to be.
Thats why all along I've always had this fear when it comes to touching animals..
But my bro told me cats' much much much softer.
And today when I finally felt dog's body, my cousin told me, "of course wad, dogs have bones."
Lol, okay I must rmb this feeling of dogs.
It's like just, hmm, dog?
It's a bit dramatic over here, but I felt as though I've completed the first stage of a mission impossible. Hahah, all thanks to my cousin's gf!
Still looking forward to seeing the dog tml.
That dog is so cute!!
:DD

2009-01-22T22:06:00.004+08:00

I shall blog about first day of work as temp admin asst.
On the whole, I almost died!(of silence and boredness)
Okay, its a whole new exp, and obviously, I met new people.
But office job seriously doesn't suits me. I almost fell asleep while getting data from internet can.
Plus plus, my work is tedious as mentioned by one of the colleague as well.
Whats worse is that the laptop that I'm using has got this weird problem which keeps typing the 's' word. If not, the 's' word can't be typed. So, its 2 extreme ends.
Imagine I've got to copy paste the 's' every time I need to.
& yahoo became yashsoosssssssss. Yes, it is indeed irritating enough.
& my mouse can't be used.
Okay, super suay, but well, its a whole new experience.

The reason why I almost fell asleep from staring at the comp is that no one talks to me!
Everyone is like so quietly doing their work where obviously is difficult for me to keep quiet.
Yes, I talk alot alot alot.
Hahahah.

Oh and, there is only 2 eateries over there, waffletown and a chicken rice stall.
Eating waffletown food equals to eating up an hour of my pay, so I decided to buy the chicken rice.(y'knw, those normal kinda chicken rice)
Apparently, the china bitch or whatever u call it, told me "5-doorler".
Initially I actually thought of giving 4 bucks and expecting some change.
Well.. okay, the food is not too bad, and it has the spiciest chicken rice chilli I've ever tasted. Shiok!

Just hope the lappy will have a nicer temper tml and don't create troubles for me, if not no lappy=no work.

Well, its a fresh new experience for me,
But anyway, just for me to rmb..
Jessly, admin job doesn't suits you!! You need space to talk!!

2009-01-17T00:38:00.004+08:00

I've finally updated my blog links, yeah like finally.
&& feel like changing blog skin, anyone help?
hahah, im lousy at this.

hoho, zixin & zhiwen, i saw mengjie today again.
lol, i really dont understand whats so happening abt him that made u all go gaga over him?

2009-01-15T23:18:00.003+08:00

Jessly learnt how to choose and bought a pick today but she still prefers her previous one.
She is blogging here before her screwed comp shuts off again.

原来单单选弹片就有那么多学问了。
需要多多学习。。。

2009-01-11T21:36:00.005+08:00

Okay shall blog about my first surprise in 2009.
In fact, it's considered a very bravo thing for me.
Hahah, it has got something to do with cats yo!

Okay, after mco perf cum prac ytd at msl, we headed to the second nearest coffee shop to eat.
I was quite reluctant initially, cause I've ever seen existence of cats and got scared and flew over there before.
Due to peer pressure, I was successfully persuaded to sit down over there as they say the coffee shop had just undergone renovation.
Okay then, I thought, since I was wearing long jeans and covered shoes, I should be safer even if any cats were to come near me, as in like 1m away.
So I sorta let down my guts, cause usually I'll keep looking around instead on concentrating on eating (bet everyone knows that)

Alright then, a cat came 0.5m close to me, and stella shouted to me, so I immediately flew (as always) across the seat.
Whats worse, zhenqing actually said that THE CAT WALKED UNDER ME JUST NOW ACROSS MY LEGS!!!!!
Omg, can u imagine how petrified I was upon hearing that.
I was stunned, that a cat walk across my leg and was 0.0000005m close to me, and I totally didn't feel that!!!
Okay, can say it was one of my greatest achievement in life, so they congrats me too.

So, why was I so naive to think that cats would be gone after renovation?!-.-

Another encounter last dec was that a cat came really close to me twice within less than 3mins and made me screamed till everyone in the coffee shop was alert of it.
Okay, it was really embarrassing and I actually stood at the side for nearly an hour, reluctant to sit.

Rahh, cats, stay away from me can?

2009-01-04T00:33:00.001+08:00

WELCOME 2009! (A bit late though)

For now, at least, I've decided to overcome phobia of cats!
Yes, at least for now.

2009-01-03T00:49:00.003+08:00

I'm like hooked on face book!
Finally now I understood why everyone is talking about face book!
fb here fb there...
:D

&& my msn is screwed, so talk to me at fb!

2009-01-02T01:32:00.004+08:00

I had actually wanted to type a long post regarding the recent events but eventually failed due to my laziness.
I seriously need to change, if not it's gonna make me lose many chances in life!
So probably, my new year resolution will be to kick away the lazy habit!
Yup, and immediately, lazy to continue typing!

2008-12-28T01:07:00.001+08:00

Taken from Xiangle's blog:

SYCO Chalet

Hahaha,and did I tell you about the drinking session at SYCO chalet? After a session (or half, actually) of drinking game at the chalet, many started behaving erractically. Jun Yuan was doing sit up and jumping around while Joel and Minhui started talking loudly. For a moment, I thought I was in Institute of Mental Health! Joel the lunatic blabbered, "I drank the most! I drank the most! All of you, hee hee, red card all ask the, hee hee..yellow shirt with a..hee, gun on top, that's why I'm drunk. Hee hee, oops. I need to...need to.. consume 2 more because (pause) I said the D word twice. hee hee. "

The lunatic soon stood up and lunged towards Wan Ying as he could barely walk, hugging her and stepping on her toe in the process (Wan Ying is still complaining about her bruised toe till now.) Jessly said something (which I couldn't really remember but definitely provoked Joel) such that he turned to Jessly, grabbed her feet and pointed at her leg, "Ah, that's a drumstick, hee hee." A total menace, the drunk lunatic directed his opened mouth towards Jessly's calf! Hahaha. Fortunately, she managed to pull her leg away from his grip in time and gave him a 1.5L sprite bottle which he started chewing on instead, OH MY GOODNESS!

It was before long when he grabbed my legs and started hugging it like... Nothing could stop him and he would continue going "Xiangle the medic,hee hee, cannot go. you no need to go home. Because medic no need to sleep,hee.."and my leg was in his hands for another hour or so before those present decided to devise a plan to save me. Jessly wasn't really successful in trying to make him tell-all about his relationships "Don't try to bluff me. I'm not drunk." ,but he blurted out his bank account number and PIN nonetheless. In a bid to prove that he was still sober,he started reading out subtitles off the TV screen. "How come so fast? Jessly, can adjust the subtitles slower?"

hmm blah..
lazy to blog.

2008-12-19T22:25:00.000+08:00

I don't understand, seriously can.

2008-12-12T22:11:00.003+08:00

Went back to nyco on wed for prac probably the first and last time for sunday's perf.
Headed to wgsco bbq at ecp.
Met Wenhui and Sharon at marine parade bus stop.
Reached and nice Sookmin served us food.
Sharon ate alot of chickens.
Stayed over with abt 20 over people.
15 of us went night cycling at 1.30am.
Till 6am. Cycle till our butt rot.
Quite an experience on the way, scary, so we alternate guy and girl in line, just nice 8 guys 7 girls.
Glad that 8bucks bicycle is better, as seats are slightly more comfortable than the 5bucks bicycle, and nearer, but still our butt hurts from the night cycling.
First time I don't find cycling enjoyable, but a chore.
Almost died on the way back but revived by many cats scaring me on the way.
Wenhui said I went like a nintendo speed when I saw cat.
Seriously thanks to the cats man.
& I found a cat really cute, truth I swear.

Headed to esplanade with Jasmine to watch comp next day.
Unglamly had a change at suntec and then rushed to backstage to meet Zixin.
Tried to help with her hairstyle but find it funny for a bun so proceed with the usual.
Got from her dad banana and went backstage again.
Rushed out to recital studio and in time for the comp.
Congrats to Zixin and Minhui for winning 1st.(:
And also the rest who won!
Heard that sy has got 7 champions already, happy.=)
KO during the back part of Guzheng's comp.=/
Too tired, but stayed awake for ruan open comp.
Enjoyed watching friends shining on stage.
Too tired, gave dizi comp a miss and headed back home with Jasmine.
Took 960 bus and slept for 1.5 hrs.
Reached wdl interchange, saw Qiguang, chatted a bit, alighted and went home, bathed watch tv while sleep.
Woke at 10 to msg laoshi and slept again.

Today, sick entire day, terrible.
Fell asleep several times while watching tv and now idk, slightly better.
Typing in a monotone pattern and weird mode.
Okay, bye.(:

2008-12-08T00:50:00.003+08:00

Okay can say that I'm lazy to update. Well anyway a quick update!

Tuesday was the official start of NAC competition!
Went to YST conservatory sch there to watch the ensemble competition.
There's percussion ensemble this year yeah.
Hahah, who knows there might be ruan ensemble competition next few years down the road!
Okay, then wed was sy reseating audition. I think this year's audition was really really strict and there were like 15 pipa who came for audition.
Oh yeah talking about that, there had been a lot of talks of those 'china-chinese' and chinese.
Haha, hopefully chinese stand firm and beat those china-chinese in both competition and audition!
Okay getting kinda political.
I just hate china bitch, seriously! hahahah.

Yeah back to wed, after that headed to clarke quay to meet Yiling and Shuxin!
It was prom night that day but our class didn't went.
But we and the guys went for post-prom at butter factory!
Quite an eye-opener yet expected.
It was like fun yet not fun!
Lol.
Oh yeah and my ct actually joined us okayyyy and it was uber funny!
Hahah so Mr Ong and Lishan joined us while shuxin went off with her bf.
Lol he bought us a drink and I didn't expect him to be such a lousy drinker!
Yiling and Lishan didn't drank much so Mr Ong wants me to finish the drink which cost $52 for a jug los. Lol.
I guess I drank too fast and sorta got a bit dizzy but I was still sober!
Lol, and it was the first time I saw my ct dancing at the dance floor and it was so uber funny!
Hahah, then when the effect went off we decided to go out of the club.
Then hilarious part came when I told Mr Ong I wasn't drunk because I can still memorise the entire group 7 equations out to him (anyhow say one).
Hahah, his reply in a half sober state was, 'you are drunk! you'll never talk to me about chemistry!'
Lol, I just feel dizzy but I'm definitely okay!
Then we went to look for the guys at another club as butter factory was full and they can't gain entry.
Lol, as we were sitting at some places, Mr Ong took out his phone to call them.
Then he suddenly like can't stand properly and almost toppled over!
Laughssss, seriously can, that scene was seriously laugh-able, it's not easy to see a teacher in such a state!
Then the guys came out and they told us how they were harassed by the girls inside!
Lol, they looked so innocent especially for yuda! hahah.
After that the guys went back in so as to make their $25 worthwhile while Mr Ong brought us to have supper at a bak kut teh shop nearby.
It was quite nice lah especially when were feeling hungry.
Hahah actually the main intention Mr Ong brought us there was so that he can eat some stuffs so he won't feel dizzy and throw up.
After which the guys joined us and I saw a cat!!!
Okay that’s beside the point, then Mr Ong went over to pick up his sports car over and drove 4 of us home!
Wah seriously that saved us cab fare for midnight charge!
Reached home at 5plus am and slept.

Seriously speaking, I haven't been sleeping well since don't know when except for that night/morning in which I slept throughout till 2pm+.
It was omg a good sleep which I've been craving for cause usually I'll keep waking up in the middle of sleep.
So maybe I should drink before I sleep yeah?

Hahah, then when I woke up and realised I've got like 7 msgs alr.
Out of which Wenhui say she'll meet me at 2.30 at causeway point and it was alr 2.10pm when I woke!
Rushed out to meet Wenhui and Zhikai.
Supposed to meet Zixin at yck but she went over first as Zhikai and Wenhui had a hard time choosing banana!!!
Omg lah, they took like 15mins to choose banana.-.-
Met up with Zixin and Tingleong at cityhall and we headed to esplanade.
Went with Zixin to the backstage and practically didn't help much.
Saw Weijian and gave him banana!
Hahah, I think Huiru was totally glamourous that day!

Yeah, and Zixin got into finals so we went to eat steamboat at tian tian!
Hmm, too salty I must say, but it’s the first time I eat ma la guo.((:
I bet Taiwan’s will be much much better.
Lol, Zhikai's jokes really made us rofl, be it yellow or not.
And he like ate 3 plates of beef!!!!
Apparently he was the one who survived through the 3 hours plus of eating with his big tummy.
Hahah, headed home and reach at 12+ I guess.
Zixin jiayou go go go all the way!!!

What did I do on friday? I can't rmb, heh!
OHH I went for stage meeting at night!
As usual sat was mco!
I was supposed to meet the transcribers at msl at 8.30am but I woke at 8.32am!
Cabbed down to msl and it costed more than usual cause I went the wrong way.
Ahh, whatever.
Went for job interview in the middle and they said I was too young and they didn't want to hire someone who might go back to study.
AHHHH, I need a job seriously. Could anyone just recommend me a job, preferably near woodlands.
Went fcc after that and home sweet home.

And today went to grandma hse for awhile then headed to esplanade to watch comp.
Exciting comp today but anyway, congrats to all who got into finals!
People like Yvonne, Tingkai, Joyce and Minhui!
Yay, china-chinese down!!:DDDDDDD
Dinner with Minhui, Wanying, Junhe and Yanru.
Kenny actually asked if we wanted to mahjong at his house.
Having flu so gave it a missed.
Hahah.
'Besides that, I'm not very familiar with him'! --> HAHAH, sorry it’s not an excuse seriously.

Alright, need to type these down cause I think my memory is seriously deterioting at increasing rate.
HAHA.
Okay, I rmb saying, quick update right? Looks like it’s not. Hahah.
Random post, so bye!

2008-12-03T03:39:00.002+08:00

ok quick post:
-watch competition with wenhui, bkian, sharon, cinny, chenfoong, sharon's sis, sharon's sis' boyfriend.(:
-congrats to those who got into finals!
-saw many familiar facessssss
-OHH and i saw a zixin-look-alike!!!! like 99.98888% alike!!!
-oh and many thanks to zhiguang and yiling for helping me find the songs!
-lastly, i'm dead for tml's audition.(:

2008-11-30T23:10:00.002+08:00

A post for me to rant something out of everything.

It just seems like everything is going downhill for me!
My qin is sent for repair and I lost my pick!
It's like so important cause it may take some time to get used to a new one.
And it's even more difficult to find a relatively good one and I actually misplaced it!
AHHHHHH.
And I didn't turn up for lesson today as I was sick.
Really feel so damn frustrated, wanna give up so much!

Wth is happening with my life?!

And I haven't even sat down to prac for the audition pieces when all these happened.
It's like, audition is on wed and marvellously one of the piece is at tempo 240 plus my hands are slow slow now due to not practising for a long time.
Okay, what can I do now. I need a new pick!
Why isn't that old pick which got lost?!

Freaking.

Plus all the things which made me have sleepless nights since the 18th.
&&& I've yet to get a job where friends around are all working.=///
Whereas I'm just slacking away time every single day and not doing any constructive work.
When will this period get over?!
It's gonna affect me way too much.
Arghhh.

2008-11-29T23:17:00.001+08:00

Totally demoralised today.=/
Need to brush up skills quick!

I badly, seriously, realllyyyyy need my liuqin back, can't do without it!:((
No mood to play qin at all. Rahh, how can I?!

2008-11-29T02:46:00.000+08:00

Just wanna sleep in..

2008-11-25T23:58:00.003+08:00

Feel so damn shitty.
Friends, come on.

I'm in no mood for anything rahh, no mood to work to mood to play, no mood to chill out or anything that teens my age would do.

Feel so lifeless everyday.

Rahhhhhhh.

I NEED TO RANT, NEED TO RANT, NEED TO RANT, NEED TO RANT, NEED TO RANT, NEED TO RANT, NEED TO RANT, NEED TO RANT, NEED TO RANT, NEED TO RANT, NEED TO RANT, NEED TO RANT, NEED TO RANT, NEED TO RANT, NEED TO RANT, NEED TO RANT, NEED TO RANT, NEED TO RANT, NEED TO RANT, NEED TO RANT, NEED TO RANT, NEED TO RANT, NEED TO RANT, NEED TO RANT, NEED TO RANT, NEED TO RANT, NEED TO RANT, NEED TO RANT, NEED TO RANT, NEED TO RANT, NEED TO RANT, NEED TO RANT, NEED TO RANT, NEED TO RANT, NEED TO RANT, NEED TO RANT, NEED TO RANT, NEED TO RANT, NEED TO RANT, NEED TO RANT, NEED TO RANT, NEED TO RANT, NEED TO RANT, NEED TO RANT, NEED TO RANT, NEED TO RANT, NEED TO RANT, NEED TO RANT, NEED TO RANT, NEED TO RANT, NEED TO RANT, NEED TO RANT, NEED TO RANT, NEED TO RANT, NEED TO RANT, NEED TO RANT, NEED TO RANT, NEED TO RANT, NEED TO RANT, NEED TO RANT, NEED TO RANT, NEED TO RANT, NEED TO RANT, NEED TO RANT, NEED TO RANT, NEED TO RANT, NEED TO RANT, NEED TO RANT, NEED TO RANT, NEED TO RANT, NEED TO RANT, NEED TO RANT, NEED TO RANT, NEED TO RANT, NEED TO RANT, NEED TO RANT, NEED TO RANT, NEED TO RANT, NEED TO RANT, NEED TO RANT, NEED TO RANT, NEED TO RANT, NEED TO RANT, NEED TO RANT, NEED TO RANT, NEED TO RANT, NEED TO RANT, NEED TO RANT, NEED TO RANT, NEED TO RANT, NEED TO RANT, NEED TO RANT, NEED TO RANT, NEED TO RANT, NEED TO RANT, NEED TO RANT, NEED TO RANT, NEED TO RANT, NEED TO RANT, NEED TO RANT, NEED TO RANT, NEED TO RANT, NEED TO RANT, NEED TO RANT, NEED TO RANT, NEED TO RANT, NEED TO RANT, NEED TO RANT, NEED TO RANT, NEED TO RANT, NEED TO RANT, NEED TO RANT, NEED TO RANT, NEED TO RANT, NEED TO RANT, NEED TO RANT, NEED TO RANT, NEED TO RANT, NEED TO RANT, NEED TO RANT, NEED TO RANT, NEED TO RANT, NEED TO RANT, NEED TO RANT, NEED TO RANT, NEED TO RANT, NEED TO RANT, NEED TO RANT, NEED TO RANT, NEED TO RANT, NEED TO RANT, NEED TO RANT, NEED TO RANT, NEED TO RANT, NEED TO RANT, NEED TO RANT, NEED TO RANT, NEED TO RANT, NEED TO RANT, NEED TO RANT, NEED TO RANT, NEED TO RANT, NEED TO RANT, NEED TO RANT, NEED TO RANT, NEED TO RANT, NEED TO RANT, NEED TO RANT, NEED TO RANT, NEED TO RANT, NEED TO RANT, NEED TO RANT, NEED TO RANT, NEED TO RANT, NEED TO RANT, NEED TO RANT, NEED TO RANT, NEED TO RANT, NEED TO RANT, NEED TO RANT, NEED TO RANT, NEED TO RANT, NEED TO RANT, NEED TO RANT, NEED TO RANT, NEED TO RANT, NEED TO RANT, NEED TO RANT, NEED TO RANT, NEED TO RANT, NEED TO RANT, NEED TO RANT, NEED TO RANT, NEED TO RANT, NEED TO RANT, NEED TO RANT, NEED TO RANT, NEED TO RANT, NEED TO RANT, NEED TO RANT, NEED TO RANT, NEED TO RANT, NEED TO RANT, NEED TO RANT, NEED TO RANT, NEED TO RANT, NEED TO RANT, NEED TO RANT, NEED TO RANT, NEED TO RANT, NEED TO RANT NEED TO RANT, NEED TO RANT, NEED TO RANT, NEED TO RANT, NEED TO RANT, NEED TO RANT, NEED TO RANT, NEED TO RANT, NEED TO RANT, NEED TO RANT, NEED TO RANT, NEED TO RANT, NEED TO RANT, NEED TO RANT, NEED TO RANT, NEED TO RANT, NEED TO RANT, NEED TO RANT, NEED TO RANT, NEED TO RANT, NEED TO RANT, NEED TO RANT, NEED TO RANT, NEED TO RANT, NEED TO RANT, NEED TO RANT, NEED TO RANT, NEED TO RANT, NEED TO RANT, NEED TO RANT, NEED TO RANT, NEED TO RANT, NEED TO RANT, NEED TO RANT, NEED TO RANT, NEED TO RANT, NEED TO RANT, NEED TO RANT, NEED TO RANT, NEED TO RANT, NEED TO RANT, NEED TO RANT, NEED TO RANT, NEED TO RANT, NEED TO RANT, NEED TO RANT, NEED TO RANT, NEED TO RANT, NEED TO RANT, NEED TO RANT, NEED TO RANT.

2008-11-25T23:30:00.003+08:00

It's amazing how emotions change overnight.
I need a new lease of life man, shacks.

2008-11-25T02:32:00.008+08:00

Pardon for the rude language but,
Damn. I totally hate it!!!
Whatever, just f off, china bitch.

I need to scream!
I DON'T WANT TO BE HOME!
Bring me away far far from home please.
Not the problem with home, but I just don't want to stare into empty space and get into some emo-ish kinda attitude.

Care for a drink anyone?

Whatever.

One of life's greatest pitfalls.
How am I gna face it man.
I got no answer to it.
Keep on smiling, go on.

2008-11-25T00:46:00.006+08:00

FCC today again!
& probably tml and the day after tml and so on.
Well, gotta say that I feel rather guilty for slacking my time away in co rather than looking for a decent job.=/
Ahh, I don't know, just so sian nowadays.:(

Okay, well, thats all.

Oh my, something malu just happened!!!
Super duper ps!!!
Ahh, okay Dean stop laughing!
><

2008-11-24T14:43:00.003+08:00

Last sat was mco prac. Can say like finally for the first time I get to go through the concert's songs.
Was kinda looking forward to my first sectionals with Zhangli ls, unfortunately she was sick.
Co all the way till 6, then headed to fcc with the liuqin members to beautify our liuqin parts. Lol.
Sent shini home then went home, chatted with bkian along the way. Was chased away by a cat in the midst of chat at Frangrant Woods. Dont't feel like going home then went to her house downstairs. Saw kiansoon and leonard at around midnight then chatted for awhile.
Walked home at around 2am, reached, online, tv, sleep.
Sunday went to fcc again. Lion prac in the morning, quite alot turned up.
Stayed, liuqin with shini, rot, slack then went home, tv, dazed for 4 hours, finally got to sleep.

Okay, a messy post, rahh, anything, tuoling prac at 6.30.
Bye.

2008-11-21T23:11:00.004+08:00

Was down at nyps these few days.
&& seriously the kids are hilariously cute! Those p1 and p2 girls really made my day, but its a tough time having to communicate the same way as them, but I like kids!
:D

Okay, they like kept saying, 'laoshi I want to go to the toilet', 'laoshi wo yao xiao bian', 'i don want to play anymore, my fingers gna break'.

Laughs.

Oh yeah, Mengjie was at nyps these 2 days too. I bet zixin will go gaga if she sees him there lol.

Okay, then headed to fcc on both days so as to lengthen my days outside rather than cooping at home.
The heartwarming scene was seen once again.
& tml is mco prac from 9-6.
Kinda good, as that meets my purpose of staying out as late as possible everyday.

Coincidentally met kahchee these 2 days, once at np 961 bus stop and another at wdl interchange.
Then zheng brothers at fcc.
They were like, 2 years passed by so quickly and I've alr graduated.
Yeah true, but lotsa changes within these 2 years I guess.
Yup.

Don't wanna think of the past too much if not I'll fall down like what happened on the road today, luckily there were no vehicles.=/
Slight bruises which made me cannot walk instantaneously, but after that jiu alright le.

Guess I haven't blog like this for quite some time alr.
Hmm, shall do so when I'm free and make my blog more lively.
Alright, haven't been sleeping well these few nights, hope to be able to soon!:D

Shall go do some other stuffs.
Ciaos~

2008-11-20T01:19:00.003+08:00

It's for a good cause.

Job recommendations anyone?
Probably just throw any at me, I just want to be occupied 24/7.

Yeah, just anything will do.

2008-11-13T17:09:00.001+08:00

OH MY!
My liuqin needs to be hospitalised!
She has a disjointed neck!!

So sad.:(

2008-11-10T21:14:00.001+08:00

It's gonna be over real soon!
:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

2008-11-09T19:51:00.001+08:00

ARGHHHHHH!!!

2008-11-06T12:04:00.000+08:00

3 papers down.
7 more to go.
....................................

2008-11-04T19:15:00.002+08:00

I think I'm so gna screw my A's man.:(
Not a bit wonder why I didn't put in effort while I can.
But....
The thing is I'm to lazy.=/
Well, guess result will reflect effort.

2008-10-31T23:55:00.000+08:00

STRESS!

2008-10-20T17:23:00.002+08:00

Rahh couting 8 more days down to A's but i don't feel at all prepared.
zzz.
Okay,
shall see how.
Idk, even though I must, but I can't.
I really don't know why am I here, my lifestyle and those of my friends' are totally different.
Like extreme ends. I think I'll be ranked the first few for slackers record? (haha not much of a proud achievement actually)
Everyone (including me) ought to be mugging like hell but I seemed to can't give up my recreation activities.
I tried and failed tried and failed.
Those seemed like as though there's a very strong magnetic field attracting me to commit study crimes!><
Thou, I know the fact that I have much more time for those after A's (as the saying goes, but I just can't adhere to this I-accepted fact.
zzz.
Get it over and done with please. lol.

On the brighter side, I'm gna say bye bye to ny soon!
Time flies, it seemed like days ago when I graduate from sec sch.
Haha, maybe not so exaggerating lah, but kinda.
Looking forward towards the days after A's!

2008-09-30T19:52:00.002+08:00

Rahh. A's is like 20 odd days away and I still can't start studying.T.T
Wake up, excuse myself from sch, play game, sleep. Everyday's routine.
Omg, slap myself man.
><
zz.

Btw, am constantly reminded of that remark. zzz.
For the past year, I didn't turn up not because I need to study, but just every week of that day I'm held up by something else.
More explaination more misunderstanding.
zzz.
Just hope truth will come to light one fine day.
Somehow it's been bothering me for quite some time already.
zzz.

2008-07-22T18:38:00.003+08:00

SCHOOL IS MAD.
THATS IT.

Come on, I'm being straightforward.
I don't act like those who appear to be on good terms with you but yet complain behind.
So what if you are a teacher?
Are you someone worth my respect since you aren't even a role model yourself?
A teacher who is always late for any appointments actually likes to pick on students who are late.
Is that funny enough?
Set a good role model first in order for people to respect, please.
If rules are made such that students ought to respect teachers, then teachers ought to have the X-factor to make students respect him/her.
I speak what I want.
JC students mostly keep quiet about any grievances they suffer.
I don't. I speak what I want. I don't back stab, unlike some others.
At the end of the day, we're all humans, what makes you think students must be at the beck and call of teachers?
Stop pushing your responsibilities away and shifting the blame to students.
I think this is a very irresponsible act.
You had been commenting on me since year 1.
So why can't I say what I like?
Just because I'm a student?
And teachers can abuse authority as they like?
How funny.

2008-07-14T18:32:00.007+08:00

Can barely open my eyes today.
Tolerated through the day.
Gave GP lesson a miss cause I-dont-know if its gastric kinda pain.
Kunyang came to fetch jer by cab, so mel and I tompang luh.
Alighted with mel and I went to catch my bus.
Bus came not long after I reached and dozed off during the journey back home.

Tring.

Sigh.
Hope this don't last too long.
Wait till you're less occupied.
Waiting for a change in situation.
estranged; dejection.

2008-07-12T20:38:00.007+08:00

Hope to smile like that again.

2008-07-08T19:17:00.007+08:00

I think Ms Seah is disappointed.=/ Like from her remarks and such lah.
Think overall I'll score worse than yr 1's mye.
I only have myself to blame, cause I noe I didn't put in any effort.
And partly due to xxx (which only a few understand).
Yeah, and failed to go for appointment today, cause, idk.
Abit of fear and escaping from reality?

Ahh, whatever.

But i'm glad u girls stood by me all the while.
I wouldnt have made it through till today without u girls in my life!
You girls are really sweet! (:
Esp candy-coated jer who always speaks mushy mushy stuffs. (eee!)
Haha, just joking.

Anw, school today was boring.
No official lesson, just roamed about waiting for survey and class photo taking session.x.x
And school gave free cornetto ice-cream to everyone cause of Youth Day.
Isn't NYJC just the right choice? Haha, okay lah.
I love the college itself but not JC curriculum in particular.
I mean, Nanyang is great!
Takes care of our welfare and everything!
:DD

Okay, here are some interesting photos during today's class photo taking session and some other random photos.

2008-07-04T22:26:00.002+08:00

AND I JUST SAW 0721 SEM 2 TIMETABLE ON NY WEBSITE.
OMFG THE TIMETABLE IS HORRIIBBBBLLLLEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!
And everyday ends at freaking 1700/1815.

what the....
Typical Singaporeans, Kiasu, Kiasi, and whatever kia.

2008-07-04T21:12:00.004+08:00

Shopping spree with Yiling today!:DD
Guilt for spending but, err, once in a while lah.
Saw Yunyi, Rachel and their tjco clique like god knows how many gazillion times.
Some random pictures here.

Idk why I can't seem to load some of the photos into my com.:(
Well, thats about it.

2008-07-03T22:35:00.001+08:00

Hopefully so.

2008-07-02T19:44:00.004+08:00

Extra prac with liuqin juniors today!
& it was so fun!:D
Like, lots of laughter and such.
Really glad to have such obedient juniors.
& their eagerness to learn really touched me to a certain extent!
& that made me feel like forking out more time to teach them.
Cause the satisfaction from their achievements is great!
However I think when school resumes I won't have such time anymore, to go back to wgs.

Rahhhh.=/

Yay, its hols till tuesday.
I gna chill out!

Tata!

<3
peace.

2008-07-01T21:43:00.004+08:00

Went to Wgsco today after exam.
Felt really happy to see all my lovely juniors!:D
Haha, && I think Eeling really changed alot!
Alright, that's besides the point.
Yea, and went through combined prac with them though majority of the time was Liu Lao's preaching.
& bkian said she came in wgs to see me.
Lol. I should feel glad to hear that isn't it.

Yea, I'm dead bored recently, like totally not in exam mood. Ask me out yea!(:
I just brought common sense to school these days.
And probably lethargy.
I fell asleep many times, i think it was ytd, that I just wanted to sleep at the exam desk.
So I gave myself a few breaks in the middle and faster chiong finish to grant myself some rest.

Okay, I'm off!
Gna meet sy friends next week, like yay! (:
& going back wgsco tml again for extra prac with ke ai de juniors!:D

2008-06-30T12:21:00.002+08:00

Idk why I go school to fail papers everyday.

"every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back."
-thought this was quite true but I can never adhere to it.

Looking forward to going back wgs on wed to teach juniors.

(:

2008-06-28T22:37:00.001+08:00

Felt more relieved now.
No expectation, no disappointment.
If you get what I mean.

2008-06-28T21:43:00.004+08:00

WEEE.
MCO today!
Like, finally.
But didn't get to play those few traditional pieces like long de chuan qi today.
Like finally get to go back MCO recently cause there's no more school co prac on sat and no consultation tentatively due to exams.
Must cherish the time I have over at there.
At least now it's not as strange as when I went back for the first time after a long break.(:

Idk why I'm like aching up down left right.=/
Oh I'm like don't know what to do recently.
Shall catch up with old friends!

And the string laoshi gave me snapped alr!
Aww so sad. But I was so surprised that it lasted for like 1 mth.
Power...~
Ahhhh, I got no more liuqin first string alr.
But the 3rd and 4th strings are like piling up.
Haha, any kind souls willing to drop by Karl Heng to help me get?
Bugis' so farrrrrrr.
I'm lazy to go.

&&&& today I read 2 chinese books, or rather comics sort, to my brother.
and I almost died. Like, all the chinese characters felt so strange after not having in contact with it for a year or so!
Lol.

Okay, shall play game awhile there.
Cause I've got no liuqin to play now, you see.
I seldom prac as well, just that when the feel comes.
Haha.
I gna improve loads now!
Need to regain skills plus gain new skills.
Haha, sounds cool.
But I guess all these will have to wait till after A's.
=(
I wanna have lessons badly now.
Haha, kinda miss laoshi!

Alright. That's about it.

Yea, and I believe this is better.
It's better as in, I don't bother as much, lest getting myself all so down.

2008-06-24T13:16:00.004+08:00

Brought common sense to school for paper today.
Well.
Didn't turn out as bad as I thought.
At least I didn't stone there.
Ahh, I've had enough of those bookworms out there who came frantically to me on the first day of exam early morning ask me if I've studied the rest.
Come on, I'm not even prepared for the first.
zzz.
Get a life man, whats the point of comparing how muchhhhh people have studied.
Goodness.

But I know I wasn't as relaxed as the past taking exams.
And dahh, certainly caused some level of stress.
How I miss the secondary school time when I can easily say things like, why need to care so much about this exam when its not O levels.
I still say it now, sometimes, but definitely not as xiao1 sa3 as the past.
I don't like this, seriously.
Maybe its because in the past friends around you all walk into the battlefield and die together.
During exam time just look around and u see people there communicating with you.
Although we died, but at least there were companion.
I'm not like say, drag people down, but rather, you know there are people who die with you in exams.
So, not at all frantic.
Unlike now. =/
Where everything seems so tensed.
Somehow miss people like lds. Lol.
Thats what a real slacker is.
And I'd rather be that kind.
Results thrown to the last nvm, what matters is happy go lucky everyday.
I hope to find back some of my last time traits, though not really good.
But at least all those won't cause insomnia like now.-.-

I know I'd sorta given up this mye alr, I'll just try to at least read.
Really must try, ytd econs totally, cannot sit down to study.
Chem tml, somehow I know I may not finish everything cause I haven't start at all.
And I don't feel like starting. Like, I know I probably won't do much later, but I hope I can at least read though a few chapters.
Its like, I don wish to disappoint Miss Tan as well.
After all she did help us alot.

Yea, guess thats all.
What else?
I wanna go back to music world, badly badly.

Sigh.

2008-06-18T13:00:00.003+08:00

Yes, I knew it.
High fever ytd plus all the cough and flu and now still haven't recover.
Finally had energy to get out of bed.
Now what I worry is mye.
Left 5 days and I haven't start anything at all.
And don't think I still can do work this few days.
Think mye this time is a gone case.

2008-06-16T23:45:00.001+08:00

I swear I gna start mid year revision tomorrow!!

But I have a dead feeling that I'm gna be sick soon.

Arghh.><

2008-06-15T17:07:00.004+08:00

Been down to IT fare these few days with boon.
Gotten some good deals actually.
Upgrades shall await the next IT fare for any IT-related products.

& family chalet ytd.
Quite fun but tiring.
Just got my phone and ytd was totally packed and I couldn't go to Wanying's Bday celebration.
Sorry.><

Yea, and I haven't start doing MYE stuffs.
Deep shit, seriously.
Gna do printer set up now.
Like finally.

Bye!

2008-06-12T00:13:00.004+08:00

I realised that many of my links were not valid anymore.
Hah, but I'm Lazy to change and edit. Wait till after A's perhaps.
Hahaa.

Well anw, read through a few syco people's blog.
Yea, I do agree that everything is not the same anymore after a year's break or so.
As in like, I know we don't feel as attached and closed as before.
Like how we can pour out our troubles and share with each other.
Like, once so closed friends, now, sorta seemed strange.
I sorta regretted taking leave this year.
But I know I gained other things in one way or another.
At least I do not need to be so tired in certain days of the week due to travelling time.
But its like sy practice are on alternate days this year.
In fact it doesn't really affect that much.
Rahh, life cannot move backwards.
So I shall move on.
I will get back to syco next year!
Cause I miss the music, stage, friends there.
& I really have to do something to repay some of those teachers who guided me along!
I will!!

2008-06-11T09:48:00.001+08:00

My phone died on me!
So for now I cant see any display on the screen but I still can call and probably send sms but I can't see received msgs.

So people, call me if needed!
And shout out your name when u call me. (:

2008-06-08T22:23:00.005+08:00

-just reached home not long ago.
-sy concert ytd.
-it really feels different being an audience and performer of SYCO.
-heartening to see so many friends that we once went through hardcore practices tgt.
-brain isn't processing now i guess.
-stay out ytd till now.
-haven't start work.
-yet two more week left.
-no momentum.
-excuses.
-but i will try.
-i've had all my fun, its time to start.
-&& Situ laoshi is really nice. I don't know how I can ever express my gratitude towards him. He's really, a rare teacher around you can ever find. I'll do what I promised after A's. And I will. Though with that lil amount of lessons I've had, he still treats me really nice. As in, I feel ashamed for disappointing him, creating excuses and such, and claiming I was how busy where he knew in fact I was not diverting all the time to studies. Where I did not hold up to my promises and such. But he still treats me as his student and never give up on me.
I'm really sorry, but thats not the word to say.
I mean, I'll do him proud one day.
-And I know I disappointed many people, by claiming I need to give up co cause I need to study. Some friends ranted at me on sat as well. I knew that'd happen. I'm disappointed in myself for not being able to strike a balance btw studies and co and xxx.
-But I just cannot get to STUDY, this particular thing. But, sigh, I know I have to start soon. I can't afford to fail. For at least, to those people I've made a pact with.

Okay, some reflections here, hoping it'll motivate me on. I have 2 weeks left for totally untouched full JC curriculum.
Wanted to type in point form cause my brain processor broke down but well..
Anw, my phone is half cranky alr. So, I may not be able to reply asap due to some once-happened problem.

Alright, I don't know what I'm taking alr, shall see what to do next.

2008-06-05T16:20:00.001+08:00

I STILL CANNOT START!

I'm getting pissed.

2008-06-04T22:21:00.004+08:00

I have yet to start on revision for mye,
& its pretty sinful cause the second week gonna come to an end soon,
occ and weekends.

Someone tell me how how how.
I just cannot get started.
I cannot get sitted either.
I know at this point of time, my girls would tell me: The problem lies with your mindset your thinking, there's nothing we can do.
Yep, I know its true, but,
I've not gotten used to studying yet.
& if Mr Ong were to see this, he'll surely ask me one thing,
then how long u wan to take to get used it? Then retain 1, 2, 3 years?
Okay, that's nuts.

Haha, practically I've been hearing these comments for the past years every time I rant about my studying attitude.

I am finally done with sgc, much copy paste work to be done.
Okay, my sgc is not that copyright, cause its from several sources.
By mixing, it became my copy.
Lol, smart hur.
But I may just get a hell loads scolding later.
But, who cares.
I am never serious when it comes to studying.
Okay wait a moment, I am occasionally really serious in studies this year.
But some people just cannot see, like uh-hmm.

It's been rollarcoaster rides, ups and downs.
I think most of the time the problem's with me, whats my darn problem man?
I really looked too much into things I care for, in fact, overly.
I'm more of those extremist when it comes to handling things.
I will look alot into things I'm concerned with.
But when its something I'm not that concerned (i.e studies), I don't give a hoot about it. Like, I don't feel there's a need to see the problem as such serious case cause it weighs nothing in my heart.
As such, I'm able to take things in stride and have a doesn't-matter-what-will-happen mindset.
But when its something I really care, I may go overboard to the extent of looking into every small single details.
Pardon me, cause I'm like that.
But I will do something to it, hope you can understand.

2008-06-04T03:01:00.001+08:00

Music is love; CO is love; Liuqin is love.

2008-06-04T02:38:00.003+08:00

Much fulfilling day with boon and family.(:
His aunt is not as scary as I thought to be, but rather, very amicable!
Imagine having nightmares about it before.=/
Well, I guess most bad dreams turn out to be the other way round while wonderful dreams may be just the reality. Haha.
Really ought to thanks his mum and aunt for the hair treatment and dinner today,
& my hair still carries the herbs smell. Haha.

& his cousins are so lovely! Seriously. Lol.

Okay, all in all it was a great day today.
Somehow, maybe with a lil thorns here and there.
Why?
Cause life is never fair.

:D

2008-06-02T12:10:00.004+08:00

Laughs,
I LOVE MY GIRLFRIENDS.

(:

Currently stoning in school's comp lab, while waiting for that slow slow jer to reach.
Haha, school is so so far from my house!!=/
Came to school for OCC meeting.
Haha, didn't prepare the worksheets as required, so I just anyhow huntum a few questions once I reached.=/
I think Jasmine and Zhiling are a friendly load, and its nice to work with them. (:
& its fun too!
Cause we were like, unprepared and such. Lol.

Okay, Zhiyi just came up and I think stella's outside.
Zhiyi and stella came to do OCC proposal and also to pass me a draft of SGC.
Ahhh, thinking of writing SGC freaks me off.
-___________________________________________________-
Where's that slow slow short short jer!!!
HAHA.

Oh yea, just a random comment, MO!!
Please tag me when u view my blog.
Cause you're like so mysterious, appearing out of nowwhere.

Rahh, one week of hols simply went past just like that.
And I haven't done anything.
And I cannot start at all.
Am I just gna fail Mids, and get demoted back to J1?
Awww, thats bad man.
But I don't have the motivation to start.
I feel that home are full of distractions and even without those, I could just roam about aimlessly in that small house of mine.
zzz.
The feeling's really bad, walking around like a living corpse.

RAHH!
Okay, ding's here.
Bye!!(:

Oh yes, HCCO concert was really nice!! (:
Indeed a gwh standard.
:D

2008-05-31T02:06:00.000+08:00

jessly; says:
ya luh. i think sheng's the most disgusting instrument in CO!
aLL^2^GoD says:
EXACTLY la
aLL^2^GoD says:
gao yin sheng not so disgusting
aLL^2^GoD says:
but i tell u
aLL^2^GoD says:
last time i in PJ... join CO 1st time
aLL^2^GoD says:
made to play GYS
aLL^2^GoD says:
mann,
aLL^2^GoD says:
cannot suck wn...
aLL^2^GoD says:
only can blow
aLL^2^GoD says:
i suck.. COUGH mann
jessly; says:
HAHAHA
aLL^2^GoD says:
inside like all the GREEN GREEN
jessly; says:
omg thats funny
aLL^2^GoD says:
YUCKSSSS
aLL^2^GoD says:
disgusting la
jessly; says:
EEE YEWWW
jessly; says:
AHHA
jessly; says:
i said sheng's the most disgusting thing in CO!
jessly; says:
haha
aLL^2^GoD says:
i'm disgusted la
aLL^2^GoD says:
dun say ler
aLL^2^GoD says:
then press some button no sound de
aLL^2^GoD says:
irritating
aLL^2^GoD says:
wan play, then paly crap instrument.. might as well dun play right?
aLL^2^GoD says:
lol

JUST FOR LAUGHS.
Apologies to people playing Sheng.
Hee.

2008-05-30T23:54:00.003+08:00

Pokka green tea just doesn't as nice as before;
or was there a change in my taste and preferences?

I think, XXX brand plum tea seems nicer.
But somehow to a certain extent.

Ultimately, boon's still the nicest.
Well, I mean, sometimes, really.

Haha.

Random.

2008-05-29T20:41:00.001+08:00

Boredom; overcame me.

2008-05-25T16:24:00.001+08:00

what the hell.
fuck them up.

2008-05-25T14:42:00.004+08:00

Just a random note:

SLACKERS UNITED!!

Blah..

Ask me out to study during this study break. (Yes, it is to emphasize that its not a holiday to us. First time in 12 years of schooling, no more a holiday.)
If not I'll just gna rot away this few weeks.

It's ironic, I know.

2008-05-22T15:41:00.003+08:00

damn.
Okay, I should be more refined.
Rahh.

But that just simply describes how I feel.

I dislike that irksome eyesight you're giving me.
I do what I want to & that's my own problem okay.
Really, its none of your concern, you need not give me that kinda look.
Okay, it is subjective, but I just don't like what you're showing me.

zzz.

anw, tml's gp paper.
I've totally got no idea what to study, though I managed to pack my notes last night.
Bahhs, I don wanna study.:((
People used to say that English is something under the Sun. No studying required.
And this was always what I did.
Now, its different, GP (being another form of English), requires memory work, even much more taxing than a few other subjects.
And some of my classmates already started to memorise since last week, oh my tian.
Lol, I'll never be able to do that.
But I just can't scrape a pass for GP.
Blame it on not reading since young.
& blame it on my Lazy character which caused me to not touch a single book till now.
Still remember what the counsellor told us,
"read English, speak English, & DREAM English."

Ahh, forget it, I know I just gonna flunk GP like usual.
But somehow, don't know, I feel that something is amiss.
As bad as other subjects may fare, its different from this.

Some of them just don't understand how it feels as non-mugger and gave us a XXX look.
Come on, lead your own life, why bother about people like, me.
I just can't be like a 24 hour MUGGER who sits down there just to study and agree to every single shit the tutors say, when what they say obviously sound wrong to me.
zzz.

This may sound hostile, but I'm just speaking what I wanna say.

I WANT FREEDOM.
I DON'T WANT TO BE CONFINED.
I DON'T WANT THIS KIND OF LIFE.

2008-05-21T12:37:00.002+08:00

Went back to WGSCO with Zixin, Wenhui and Carrine ytd.
Reached CO room and they were practising the supposedly syf song, while the sec ones were at sectionals.
Felt really elated to see fellow juniors and their improvements! (:

Went to Tanbo sectional classroom and to my surprise, saw Bkian and Sharon there!
Then Bkian, Zixin, Wenhui and I were like screaming lah!! (yea, we really miss each other!)
Haha.
^^

I miss the stage.

2008-05-19T11:48:00.002+08:00

Went back to MCO on sat cause Miss Tan weren't free for consultation!
I really wish I can go MCO every week.
There is really some sense of belonging there.
New faces, new CO room.

I WANNA GRADUATE BADLY!

tata.

2008-05-15T12:06:00.004+08:00

Woosh, we owe our early day off to Nanyang Vball Team!!
& yea, entire J2 cohort's gna go to support them at the finals later on!
FIGHT ON!
I'm sure they can do it!
& we'll probably get another half day break if they win. (:
Haha, thats besides the point.

Haha, anw, whatever,crap.
Haha. Its like an hour's time before we depart to TPY stadium.
& I'm in the comp lab with Jer blogging, Mo studying physics & Stella sleeping.
Mel's gone to vball and Zhizhi's with council.
Well, only proper lesson was Maths lect.
I fell asleep then..

xD

What's the enjoyment about when tml's physics test. zzz.

Anw, I think my temper's becoming real bad. I don't know, like a volcano which can erupt anytime anywhere? As long as something gets on my nerves and I'm like a patient in IMH?
Haha, to a certain extent its exaggeration.
But I seriously need to curb my temper! I know I really really need to.
I don't seemed like what I used to be.
Changes, perhaps brought out a different personality in me.
I don't like this, I should say.
Like in life, we tend to take things for granted.
But its uncontrollable at times.(many times in fact)
I feel the guilt after I did so, but I feel resonable enough to do so.
AHHH, sound so irony.

Life is irony anyway.

Haha.
whats with me trying to talk about great philosophies of life.
HAHA, LOADS OF CRAPS.

Hey wait, I don't feel like laughing, why am I HAHA-ing.
ZZZ.

Thats me.

><

2008-05-14T08:45:00.002+08:00

Was late for school so might as well come comp lab to do some blogging. (:

Haha, just saw Mr Ong while on the way up.
He was like blah-ing about being late but didn't say much this time though.
& he knew i'm gna slack here first.
He was like saying, "you all econs so bad already still don't go for lesson. When are u all gna improve your econs lor?"
Well, I replied, "soon." (:

I think my ultimate desire each day is to end the freaking lesson & get outta school.
Not the school problem, but somehow the muggers atmosphere.
Sometimes it really felt like we are kept in a cage.
You know, that kinda feeling.xD

&& oh side track a lil, saw Anthea & Audrey this morning while awaiting for the god damn long bus to reach. (alright, bus is still just, this long.=p)
Chatted more with Anthea though. Haha.
&& kinda miss the CO scene where I used to be so familiar with.
Somehow or another felt that coming to JC has changed many things. & in fact, lost many things.
But in a way or another, loss=gain.
Ahh, holy crap, sound so emo. Haha.
Was updated on some Happenings in various CO.
Somehow I really wonder, if thats where I belong. Haha.
I feel that its extremely difficult to love studying like how I love music,
though sometimes music stuffs can really get on your nerves.
But its inevitable lah, when its a career its different.
I should say that, I'm okay with the path I chosed/being brainwashed to choose, just with some complaints here and there.
Haha, probably not some complaints, but loads of it!

Alright, I seriously miss my friends and CO pals where we used to jam music and such together.
Nevertheless, I love the people around me now. Its really great being with them! (particularly 21 cliques and some nyco juniors) & I'm glad that most of them are getting on well with theior loved ones.^^
Yea, I really lack time management I guess.
As in, I gave up so many things, claiming that the time be diverted to studies, but I don't think I made use of the time well.
I believe I'm someone who needs a tight schedule to motivate me on.
Haha, so get me real busy man, and I'll start complaining again!
Laughs, way too contradicting.

Alright, think its time for physics and god damn that physcis test on friday which I like don't know whatsoever !@*%&%^$*!@#%@#$^$/

Lol, I mean, whatever.

Haha, okay where's the rest of the girls now.

*Jer calls*

K bye! (:

2008-05-08T23:28:00.005+08:00

& the unspoken speaks.

Sometimes we just need a break or so in our life to move on, to accept more challenges.

Yes, & I took a two days break, partially cause I'm sick due to the unfriendly weather. :(

Lying on the bed, my thoughts wonder. & I reflected loads. Many things had happened recently, traumatizing me.

& in pain and agony.

But I learnt through all these.

I have to stand strong, I know.
I'll hold on to that belief and perservere on. (:

I know we can.

2008-05-08T14:48:00.004+08:00

I don't feel like blogging.

but i've got 48482346292513 things to say.

(alright, its irony)

2008-05-01T17:06:00.002+08:00

NYCO bbq ytd.

(:

& I discovered Junyuan's & probably Zhiwen's DARK secret!!

HAHA.

2008-04-27T01:52:00.002+08:00

I NEED/HAVE/AM OBLIGED TO MUG!!!!

what a life.
school seriously sucks like don't know what.
I gna get outta of sch real soon!!

damn him.

2008-04-21T14:15:00.002+08:00

hellllooooooo.
ding!'s here!

haha, and so is mel. but we're all bored. and jess is watchin us type.
haha, we are helping her blog!
since her blog need us! hahaha. joking.
im bored. me too (says jess)

dai wo zou ba.... wo men zou ba!!
ding!

mel says: she hates that vball is taking up a lot of time and half the time we're doing nth much that will benefit us? okay. whatever.

jess say: i just hate coming to school, really torturing!! whatws more, that mr **********.

ding says: awww, i'm getting hungry now :P
blahhhhs, mr ____!

mel: hahah, hungry agn! but you nv eat lor. v funny lor. just now hungry, then 2 min ltr, nt hungry then dont want t eat! 6you better listen t me! hahaha. and school sucks la. i hate school i hate mr ___ hahahha. and i haven do econs hmwk and i haven do math and i haven do chem and i haven do everything im supposed t do and im skippin lessons tml agn cos of match and its so nt fair cos i go there also nv play like waste time lidat might as well stay in school and go lecture stone. somemore can go home earlier. ok la. i like being fat!

jess: okay im guilty of all of the above.

ding! says: alright! hold on, i've gotta scroll up t censor some stuff(((: wait hur!
am i supposed t go off after this. mel and jess ying gai start t do their econs case study alr! hahah, wo yi jing do finish le! :PPP

mel: eeeee. i dont want la. i want slp. slp can burn calorie. i decide i dont want t be fat liao.

jess: hahaha.

ding! says: jess ni zhen de she de end this entry ma?

jess says: like, duhh.

mel: ok. someone click publish post now.

(:

2008-04-19T23:50:00.001+08:00

NYCO<3

Farewell^^

(:

2008-04-13T15:24:00.003+08:00

Here's an extract of our performance @ Nanyang's got talent 2008!(:
(credits to zhiwen!)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SU6AQCem0Xg

if not can search for 'nanyang got talent' @ youtube.(:

2008-04-12T20:09:00.004+08:00

It's been quite some time since I updated my blog, other than buzzing by to reply tags. (:

Anyway, yay, X-Mix won!
It was a great day yesterday, and we really enjoyed ourselves on stage.
There was no tense feeling, where in reality we are actually in a competition.
I guess the audience's clapping and cheers gave us a great boost of confidence!!
It's been long since I seriously put my heart and soul into performing.
& yesterday should be the last time I'll be performing on stage this year.
So, I think all the effort's worth it.

To X-Mix members (yiling, weijian, lester & tedson):
Well done! Though our practices were limited due to time constraints, we managed to come up with such a nice medley.(i really think so!) Good job done!

& to those who supported us, thanks for all your presence!(:
I hope all of you really enjoyed our music!!

& to the rest of CO members:
Thanks for all the support you guys gave us while we were on stage.
It's really a great farewell gift to us. (:
And people like zhiwen, estelli and many many, I know you all felt happy for us too!:D (zhiwen, better start planning the BBQ!(: )
Apart from that, though it's the first and last time all J1s and J2s perform together, I bet we had a great time on stage!
Haha, although we fail to have our dinner cum supper at chomp chomp, we ended up at Macs, which was rather fulfilling but I guess many of us were rather drained out already.=/
Indeed, our CO bonding has become stronger! I hope the J1s can continue this covalent bond yea.(:

Being a musician, the greatest contentment is to hear the audience's cheers within your music.

2008-03-24T22:24:00.002+08:00

Haha, I don't know what have I been doing for the past few hours.
Practically gaming as an excuse to give myself a break after slogging for the past few weeks. Haha.
Okay, & tml's like that darn chem p1? In which, I'm so totally out of exam mood alr!
Haha, I guess many of us must had spent the past few days fruitfully yea. Like some going k and such.
(:

My comp's down due to some eccentric virus thingy which almost killed me as a result of boredom. -_____________________________-
But out of nowhere can access the game again.(: At least it spared boon's psp. Heh.
Goodness, I played that few gory games which almost cause my mum and dad to wake up cause of my screams. Haha.

& sat I became my brother's caretaker cause my parent's away to Malaysia for some religious thingy. I was so damn bored on friday that I was so determined to go out on sat. Haha. So brought my brother out with boon to hijack the arcade. Lol. I guess that was my brother's first time playing as much as he like in the arcade. I shan't talk much about the details though some scenes were really funny.

Ytd down to bugis to buy bag. Eyed on a few bags and bought one which was somewhat similar to zhiyi's. But I think mine's a bit small to contain all the school stuffs. Hmm, no idea. Then went vivo to catch Rule #1. Okay okay lah. It's just talking about that eerie eerie thing, ghosts.

Here's an overview of the movie. For those who are interested.(: Some thrilling parts (for me lah) and the entire show is practically talking about the fact if someone is possessed, don ever let that person touch you. Which means, you have to kill that person before he/she touches you. And so such kinda storyline revolves about killing your dear ones, your good friends and such. Yup, thats about it. Oh yea, and yiling asked me what was Fiona Xie's role in the movie? Haha, my reaction was like, hmm, she's practically sleeping? Haha, just that kinda typical wife waiting for her husband every night and sleeping before her husband reach home.-.- & at the end of the story Fiona Xie became an empty shell and blah, they live happily ever after.