"Music; it'll stay. As a part of my life."

sick-ed and sick-ing.

at home now.
woke up feeling rather unwell.
didn't want to see doctor initially, but mr teo wanted an MC to excuse me for late submission of econs assignment.
and so, went to the doctor and had some medicine for the nose and ears.
intended to see doctor with regards to the nose problem.
then became the ear's.
ears had been in pain for several days.
but i didn't care much thought it was just heaty as what my mum says.
then the doctor say if i didn't go to her, my ears would probably go deaf.
saying infection of dont noe what.
oh well, i'll just be obedient and take medicine.

rotting at home.
just played audi for like an hr.
gotta go read up differentiation notes and tut soon.
rahhs, i haven done tut 6 yet. now's at tut 9. madness.
and with chem and phy, considered haven't touched any tut yet.
chem maybe have 1?
phyics none.
econs, on the way.

i would say that maths is my love. nah, somemore.

rawhhs, jiayou ba.

life without musical notes. (though not completely)
well, probably i would've gotten used to it.
no more the past.
look forward yea.
there's gain, there's lost.
gained time, lost pastime.

Will you be here at
[2:07 PM]

ytd was laughter-sss in the family room.
yup, so after studying we went to explore another building in the club.
lol-ed alot and i knock myself several times as well.
hmm yiling, i haven done much for my essay though.
u noe, with that funny wj ard, how can i do work.
haha.
but at least we discussed some stuffs.

had ruan xian practice in the morning today.
ended at 4pm and so went over to Singapore Conference Hall.
yup, peiqian's dad fetched us over.
together with zixin, gu laoshi and jojo who dropped at bugis to go sch mug.((:

yea, chengsan co concert was indeed quite well done.
saw alot familiar faces and teachers too.
i realised it's been so super long since i last watch a concert.
well like maybe for a year?
oh shits.
haha.
and, some thoughts wandering in my mind.

all it seems so familiar,

the familiar tunes that i once played in several orchestras.

what's left are the memories, now and here.

whether to let it stay, or continue the chapter?

grasp no more.

but at this instance, it's definitely to let it stay as it is.

yet contradicting, but i missed the past.

all the skills and feelings.

temporary or permanent-gone?

i surrender because of the inability to multitask well?

hah.

opportunity cost.

oh well, i aspire to be like one of the kind.

but a unique one.

deep down, i wished for the past.((:

prioritise, that's what I'm currently doing.

Will you be here at
[11:22 PM]

woo, guess i won't have time to blog at night.
so well, now at kelvin's house.
tgt with weijain and huifang.
haha.
me and huifang weres super unglam just now.
took weijian's granpa's lorry here and it was drizzling.
soon the rain got heavier.
we used the newspaper to cover ourselves
haha super funny.

then we went past a hump, we naturally let out a scream.
oh well, some zhss guys was staring at us.
yea,real malu enough.
haha.

yup, went school n the morning for some translation competition.
it was great.((:

kel's keyboard is so difficult to press. heh.
and now stupid wj is hitting me.
ahhh.
retard.~

haha.
bet he'll scream when he sees this.
haha.

yea we'll be gg to some club to STUDY later.
yes i must complete my econs assignment by today.
will be out tml the entire day for ruan xian prac in the morning and chengsan concert at night.

yup, shall end here.
huifang's in the toiet, kel's fetching drink for us and retard weijian is spastically looking to some pictures.

haha.

Will you be here at
[2:15 PM]

Our life is just like the Over-Head Projector.
What we do to it, will be screened and shown to others.
Hence, always think thrice before executing our actions.

At one corner of our life, there might be something which is worth our full attention.
may the days be over soon.(:

well, I'm like upset?
failed the test for blood donation.=/
hence cannot donate again.
slightly high blood pressure.
the doctor say i need to relax.
don't be too stress...etc.
and only till today i noe that it's actually cause by our emotions.
perhaps i was worrying too much about not being able to donate blood today due to flu in the morning. (like an everyday thingy?)
well, what i was worrying wasn't the cause, yet another reason.
kinda sian 1/2.

and smart me, today was photo-taking for class.
yet i forgot to wear uniform.
wore pe attire.
haha.
so went around borrowing uniform.
gotten uniform from celestine and tie from eunice.. thanks!(:
& thanks so much eunice, stella for helping me ask ard.=D
it's so unusual. though friday is half uniform day, but i usually wear uniform.
wonder what happened today?

played random ball games during pe.
basically throwing balls around.
teamed up with mel and zhi.
haha.
there were more laughters than seriousness during the game.xD
had a gr8 game with them.

supposed to be parents meeting today.
but my mum was kinda lazy to come down to school.
so, another day lah.
ya, so now I'm the only one who haven't gotten back my results.
well, nothing much to see anw.

enough of the gloomy paragraph.

Alright, here's the jokes of the day:

1) Monica went to Old Chang Kee ytd, wanted to buy curry puff (oh yummy yummy!).
& here's what she said:

"aunty, one powerpuff."

HAHA! i couldn't help but laughed like some mad woman.

and so, the joke carried on with stella sharing her similar experience.

2) One fine day, Stella went to Macdonalds, wanted to buy apple pie (woo, nice).

& here's what she said:

"i want a pineapple"

the person replied: "sorry, we don't sell pineapple"

WELL, these two women always acts like a kid. HAHA!

and i didn't realised that there're actually more than 2 blur queens in our class!

so,

it went on liddat.

3)TODAY, Yiling went to Fruit Garden stall in canteen, wanted to buy Mocha Ice blended (though i think choco oreo is better, oh well~)
& here's what she said:

"aunty, one pokka"

the aunty said" HAHAHHAHAHA" yea she just went on laughing.

OH MY! what can i say about these 3 glam ladies in my class?

`glad to meet 3 such blur yet adorable girls!((:

jiayou stella!=D all the way.(:

Mo being asked by wu laoshi to help her with the slides.

LOL. i don't understand.=/

& cause i'm falling asleep. it keeps me awake.

the clique of four.((:

mo mo mo mo. being promoted to 9 yrs old ytd!

our dilligent zhiyi!

Mr Tam teaching and what was i doing.

"This thing should done this way. f(x)=...........dy/dx...." blah=/

well, guys tend to behave like, u noe, those in the zoo. opps!=x

yu da as hostage!=DD

AHH, cut the crap. it took them 5 mins to come up with this pose.

random shot of our class' pathetic 5 guys.

LOL! is tingyong digging his nose? hah!

stressed up zhiyi during phy lesson.

stella's watter bottle. cool yea. it was originally pink color.

MILO~

shuxin, winnie, yiling and kayan. + i don't noe who's behind at the background.

stella and monica.((:

Will you be here at
[9:11 PM]

any idea that both of your support are most crucial to my education journey now?

yet u two ain't giving me chance,

not giving me the time.

i want to stay on,

perhaps u two insist that i switch school.

and that i'm totally not suitable for life in jc.

but let me tell u two, i want to stay on here.

u two didnt see my change.

i changed, though slightly late,

but i did.

and i'm trying to do more consistent work now.

i'm struggling,

while u two are just discouraging me,

not giving me a hand,

but pushing me into futhur devastation.

i'm utterly disappointed.

and to the two,

u two forsaked me.

u two don't give me allowance for time.

how do u expect a leopard to change its spot within such a short period of time?

i haven't done any work for the past four years,

so u two expects me to change to an extreme mugger in a split second?

right, if anyone could do that, i'll lay down my life.

i'm glad that my friends gave me support.
break downs and all, u people were there.
i'm glad u girls are a part of my life.

u just don't understand.

how could i ever wish for the trust.

both of you, one leading to the other,

would probably drive me out of college soon.

i'll try on, to stay.

if situation permits.

Will you be here at
[6:51 PM]

饮水思源- it follows as we walk down the pavement.
many acquaintances made, but how many of those stays?
still contradicting.

hello, peeps.
yea was almost late but not late today.
and it's all because i forgot to bring my phone out.
so chionged all the way to school.
and i was not late.

during econ's lesson, mr teo said some stuffs about results.
guessed his intention was to motivate us to study.
well~
based on mye results, 170 students have to retain.a
nd after moderation it was 80.
still a big number afterall.

played volleyball again today during pe.
proceeded to playing in court.
nice game with kayan and shuxin.
OH and i i consecutively sneezed for like 3 minutes because my ultra sensitive nose was hit by the ball.
haha.
now spec's a bit out of place.
haha. felt weird now.nvm..((:

had co after school.
chionged to yiling's hse before co starts cause blur sotong ling forgot to bring her qin zu.
ahh, and co was like kinda bored,
though we had new songs to practise for next yr's concert.
and yay weijian is playing liuqin with me!
haha.thou a lil' too tall/long for that. aha.
i have evidence showing that!=DD
then, lester's dad fetched me home after co.
thanks!=)
so no need to change bus and train and bus again.
long journey, but daily basis..
well, today was a long yet crappy day.