Was i just being paranoid? I don't know. Thought this would be a good way to pen down my thoughts. And be clear of what am I thinking. You won't see this anyway, cause most probably you'd just find it a nuisance.
I'm in a dilemma, whether to suppress it or let it out. However, it's your nature. Up there in the brain, i accept for who u are. Yet contradicting, it reflects otherwise.
-edited- Like wtf? Now she's at it again. And once more, bringing up the matter of going to this school. Everything have to link with that? Even the fact that my room's in a mess now? This was what she said, "Study so much for what, in the end making a mess of the room." Okay, i admit that my room is in a mess. Let me ask, how many for our room is still as neatly packed now that homework-s are stacking and we need to search for this and that material at times. What she's concerned is about how neatly my room is packed. And not with the study part. Okay fine, so she wants me to be like my elder brother who keeps the room neat and tidy simply because there were no books at all! All these years what he had for ite was nothing much, all i could see was probably a few slips of papers. And she will always compare my room and his room. Like so, whats the point? I'm freaking furious now, but this time, i chose to remain silent. Probably turning a deaf ear to what she says. I think there's no way for rebut, as the result will still be the same. Finally I started my EOM and when they came home, the nagging starts again. arghh, damn it.