"Music; it'll stay. As a part of my life."

Basically audi-ed the entire day since I got home, and its so shiok!
Haha, thanks yiling for helping me earn dens! Haha.
Rawhhhhs, it feels so holidays now.

Physics paper on monday and I know nuts about it!

Weeee...

Will you be here at
[7:21 PM]

Oh I just reached home and had my dinner! It seemed like hols to me. Haha, though there's still 3 more papers to go. Chinese, H1 physics and Chem P1. Haha. Hmm, should I read the text for chinese? Ahh, lazy.

Physics? haha, I tryyy to study lah. Persisted on to finish at least 2 chapters of Econs last night, and its really so terrible. My eyes felt so heavy and I felt like sleeping. And went to sleep at around 12am. Woo, I think my retain probability: 50-50. Haha.

Alright, I shall go chiong audiiiiii. Haha..

Will you be here at
[10:46 PM]

Hah, I think today's paper is a gonecase? Well, I ought to pay a price for it. Cause I didn't really study ytd. I don't know why, just wasn't in the mood to study. Though I woke up at 4pm+. But I only took out my notes at 9pm. Well, feeling sleepy & all. I wasn't really reading the notes, basically fliping through and I guessed nothing got into my brain. It's like, reading words and it just doesn't makes sense. Hah, read super fast so as to finish as many chapters as possible. So this morning left with like half of the chapters -.-

Today, gonecase. So, die die die. How to pass two H2 in this way?!

Alright, promos' ending soon. I'll know where I'll land next year then.

Will you be here at
[12:48 PM]

2 papers down, and 6 to go, basically 3 main core subjects.

Well, tomorrow onwards will be those killer papers. Arghh.=/
& I haven't decided on which topics to study for Econs. And Econs paper is the day after tomorrow. Lol. Friends went for consultation and all, but I haven't decided which to study, let alone study yet.

Ah, please let me pass GP this time round!-.- Well, I guess most of us kinda belittle maths paper? Hah, I don't know.

Ah yea, today was paper. f up GP teacher was there to invigilate. He said those without collar badge cannot sit for paper. Then Eunice and I ran to atrium to get. You know, rannnn!! And went back to MPR which was so farrrrr! By the tme we went back, papers' starting in 2 mins time. Got really irritated and did some nasty stuffs. Hah. Worse still, he allowed some people in only after we went to atrium. What a scene.. Zz.

Alright, tomorrow's that evil chem paper which is going to kill.

*Resolution for 2008 (If promoted)

Okay, I swear, If I got promoted,

I'll start doing consistent work!

I'll try to finish all tutorials.

& I'll TRY not to sleep in lectures.

'cause I learnt a lesson through the hard way.=/

Will you be here at
[4:05 PM]

I'm in god damn shit for the next few days. Aww, till now, no sense of urgency. Shacks.

Will you be here at
[11:14 PM]

I really think I'm hopeless. I only managed to complete so little stuffs a day. And I'm not really focusing & merely reading through. How to do papers this way? & I'm way to lazy. I might have completed quite a few chapters, but I felt that nothing gets in from my reading. Cause I don't think I read it in depth. Sigh.. I'm really not prepared for promos. I'm not even in exam mood.

& I was stuck on comp last night till 5am. Guess what? Playing again.. zz. How how. I really don't feel like studying..

& promos; 2 days away! or rather, less than that.

shit.

Will you be here at
[8:52 PM]

I want my music life back.

I want to enjoy playing liuqin like I used to.

I want the life that is suitable for me, definitely not the current one.

I can't mug for goodness sake?

I shouldn't have been here, I guessed.

The notes, the rhythm, the songs, the feeling, the stage,

& the life, that I missed.

Will you be here at
[2:16 AM]

Hah, yay I'm going for the genting trip!(:
And there's high probability that a few of us gonna form an ensemble to compete. (just for the fun & exp lah. hah)

Okay, I did nothing much today. I seriously hate myself for being so lazy and this word never gets out of me.

Schooled in the morning for chem consultation. Well, I didn't had much questions to ask though. Not that I'm all ready, but I haven't read enough for me to ask questions. Rahh, chem's halfway hanging in the air. & maths 1/10 chapters done. Econs is totally untouched. Same apply to physics. I feel so dead. And promos 3 days away? like f?

I feel like quitting this game I'm in now. I can't persevere on. I don't adhere to what I promised other people.

What I'm thinking now is all the fun and activities after promos. God damn shit. How am I going to enjoy those if i were to retained?

Why am I feeling so terrible now? I hate this feeling. The feeling of, I-want-to-study-but-I-can't-focus. This feeling sucks terribly.

ah crap.

felt that I'm in a race. Now's the race to decide whether I enter the semifinals. Whether do i want to give it a shot and chiong all the way to finishing line. If I can do it, but I chose to dilly dally walk throughout the race, I'll definitely leave much regrets. If I chiong now, I might get to the finishing line. Its tiring. It's exhausting me all my energy. I'm in a state of dilemma now. I want to win the race, but I ain't moving. 300m more to the finishing line, will I be able to push myself against my limits? I don't want to have regrets, seriously.

Will you be here at
[10:05 PM]

What a sin, really. I'm stuck on audi ever since I got home. The dens made me so tempted. Why did I get so hooked up with audi at the wrong time period? Rahh shits. I ought to have some self-discipline!! & I mean, seriously..

-___________________________________________________-

I must say, I have a bunch of good friends around me who pulled me to chiong with them. But I just can't seemed to catch up with the pace. Hah, lagging..much much away. Well, pray hard, that retain wouldn't befall onto me.

jessly please work harder.

jessly please work harder.
jessly please work harder.

jessly please work harder.

oh oh, shuxin passed me a note today which i though was very sweet of her.(: Yea, let's all jiayou okay?

On the brighter side, promos is ending soon! & yay!(: Hah, self-deception.

Okay, some of the things I planned to do after promos:

1) Practise real hard for Liuqin! At least, regain the skills in playing. & learn new songs.***

2) Chiong audi. (heh heh)

3) Meet up with secondary school friends.

4) A series of recreational activities. (already planned! heh heh. cost incurring as well.)

5) Go out go out go out!

6) Visit the zoo!=DD

7) Syco audition!((:

8) Go for CO practices. I missed the feeling of combine practices.

9) Performances!

10) Work probably?

11) Sleep till I'm rot dead. (Laughs)

& the last thing I would ever want to do, that is to master everything taught in J1. (Provided I stay on in nanyang. Hah.)

Hah, to be completed in 2 mths time. Well... Hah.(:

Will you be here at
[3:49 PM]

Just reached home done with dinner and audi.
Ahh, saw my bro playing and can't resist the temptation. I know i'm in god damn shit. Haha.

Anyway, snatch thief under my block. Lol. Woodlands again. Well, people nearby, be careful!(:

Gotta go, I feel so screwed. I should burn my com.

Will you be here at
[10:58 PM]

Hah, thanks Lds for lending me his pair of eyes and hands. Ranted about recent stuffs that happened. Tremendous stress by those people lah.-.-

Its nice having someone who lends a listening ear/eyes/hands.(:
Ohh, yiling does that quite often, I realised. Haha.

Okay, I shall be studious. But it's really way too difficult on me!
Arghh.

Alright.
Shooo distractions, shooo troubles, shooo any obstructions.
Shoooo.

& I shall shooo to sleep.

It's really weird how one's action affects how other people react.
Some food for thoughts, perhaps.

Will you be here at
[11:39 PM]

What a sin.. Audi-ed with yiling for an hr plus. Ain't doing productive work. Rahh, promos' like tml?

7

6

5

4

3

2

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HEH,

死期以到!!

Throw paper, burn paper. heh. & jolly well fail promos.-.-

& I just drew this for yiling. Typical primary school kids drawing. Now u all should know that I seriously can't draw for goodness sake.(:

Of course, it's;

Will you be here at
[2:15 AM]

Just audi-ed for an hour plus, real guilty enough. Oh yea. Free server is closed. Everyone is ranting about it. Haha.

Shall come back again. Off to mugggggg. Hah. Mug?

I want music back in my life.

I want those days where travelling to Singapore Conference Hall for SYCO practice is part of my daily routine.

I want those saturdays where I go MCO in the morning and hang out with CO pals till late night.

I want those times where I hanged out with my secondary friends after school.

I want those secondary school time where I sleep in school everyday.

I want those times with WGSCO.

I want those SYF competition times where I could see the team spirit of WGSCO.

I wan those camps in which WGSCO leaders organised.

I want those days where we can do nothing but sit at B1/B2/7th storey of causeway point.

I want those times where I'm so into music.

I want those days where I had my lessons with situ ls, where I was so afraid to enter his house of 3 cats.

I want those days where afew of us gathered and hanged around before concerts.

I want those days where I watch concert just like anytime.

I want those days where there were performance now and then.

I want the feeling back on stage.

I desperately want to perform.

I want to play my qin.

I want to practice.

I want those days where I spent time learning music theories and exploring more about music.

I want to play music like no one cares.

I want the days where I was so busy with CO till I forsaked my studies.

I want my darling friends back.

I want the few of you back in my life.

I want those days back..

I wanna throw away my current life, no life..

I want, and I need my life back.

Will you be here at
[2:19 PM]

Caught this family setting up mats in NYJC. Lol. Seemed like they're having picnic in our school yea?

Dining scene:
Shot 1:

Shot 2:

Shot 3:

Shot 4:

Shot 5:

Conclusion: Haha.

Studied in school for the entire day today. Oh well, at least finally I did some of functions questions. I don't know it since secondary school. I did 5 out of 17 questions in the tutorial sheet. Well, I guessed this is what I could do now. No more time to spend so much on one single topic. I felt that the morning remedial was quite useful. Lesser chapters to study on. And now is my binomial (the xxx thing)! Another chapter with tutorials untouched and totally don't know how to handle those questions.

I think right now the only subject I think I can pass is only maths. Can't score well either. how to compare with the rest who did so much? I could only scrape a pass, perhaps. Chem is 1/16 through. Hah. Econs and physics untouched. Lol. I can jolly well say die to promos.-.-

Well, I'll try/do my best this time round. Hah, it's worse than O levels now. I don't study till this extent for O's? But still, what I am doing now is just like considered peanuts to others? They can do what I do now. Rahh, much to mention. Dreaded this feeling..

Went Vista for dinner with parents and brother, and there were some funny pictures of my brother. Haha.

Alright today was fine, I didn't have flu. Stella had though. Hope that she'll get well soon.(:

I hates it when night comes, know why?
>>>I'll be retarded-ly glued to the sofa staring at that black colour square-ish thing.-.-

Anyway, just received notice from Zixin. Zhang ls told her that Ruan xian will be going to taiwan next year june. I badly wanna go.>.< I felt that its a rather rare chance and somemore the trip will be with all the ruanner darlings! In a dillemma now. How how how. If I go for the trip, there'll definitely be quite a lot of practices. And.. Outcome will be same as this year.=/ And I think I have to choose between SYCO and Ruan Xian, or worse, none. Alright, If I get promoted, next year will be A's. If I retain, I'll have to work doubly hard to make sure I promote. Rahh.

And I really miss practising. I've not touched liuqin for 3 mths? And I've not seriously practised it since beginning of this year? And I've not seen my qin for several weeks. RAHHHH! I gonna die. No no no. I must not think of all these now. Okay, three more weeks. And I will practise practise liuqin!!!! I bet my lun gonna sound like helicopter.-.-

And there's the competition at genting this december. Mco and Wgsco is going. But I doubt I can go, due to financial constraints. I'm missing out so many stuffs lately..

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

Will you be here at
[8:43 PM]

Yay, i got my phone back!!(:

& I gtg for school now... Bye!=D

Will you be here at
[8:58 AM]

Alright. I shall start off with a happy mood. If not I'll be ranting loads of rubbish in the entire post.(:

Okay, I'm really pissed!! (Opps, violated what I promised) yea, I'm just unhappy yea. My phone is held hostage for sooo long! & I don't know what is Nokia Care doing? Just a big organisation and they can't find the parts for repair? What load of shit is this?

And I can't find my memory card now now now!! Ahh gosh...

-Okay back... I found it.=/-

Okay, nothing's bugging me now except for the tremendous stress towards promos. Its a terrible feeling yea. Its those, "I wanna study, I wanna promote. But what happens every now and then is facing the TV watching the Tv, online.. & not facing the book". This seriously cannot work!

Alright. Anyway, I shall blog about SYCO concert!

-Testing testing. Is blogger happy today? Can my entire post be seen?-

Okay, safe, for the time being. Haha.
Woah, today is thursday alr!

Well, on sunday went to boon's place to pass him charger and left for esplanade. Reached there around noon. And so without a phone, I couldn't contact the rest. Was supposed to meet Zixin and Junyuan there. Well, gotta depend on telepathy.(: I sat there at the table for about 5 mins. Then something real MALU happened. really,=/. Ya I was sitting there, then i saw junyuan. I waved at him, and (knowing that its a library) he shouted "hey!" Oh gosh, everyone turned and looked at him! How about me? I sat there feeling so stoned.=/

And so we left library because Junyuan said the place wasn't conducive enough for talking.-.- dots. Did he come to study or what? Left with an hour before concert starts, we headed downstairs, hopefully to be able to find any cafe which sells lesser expensive stuffs so we can settle there. Well, we settled at Haagen Dazs then. Due to financial problems, (zixin had only 60cents and I don't wish to spend money), Junyuan treated Zixin to a cup of espresso and paid half for my Iced Mocha. Zixin's wonderful espresso took her hours to finish it. Haha. No lah, we left in an hour's time because the concert was commencing. I was sneezing throughout the one hour and I couldn't study at all. My nose's always the culprit.-.-

(Wtf? I just called Nokia careline to enquire. And the person said my phone was ready 5 days ago. Whats their problem? So that means they called and when they can't reach me, they'll not call me anymore? Hell loads of trouble.)

Okay, I shall continue with my post. Keep cool..
Well, proceeded to concert hall then. Saw wgsco juniors and some other familiar faces. Went there too late so there wasn't much good seats left. So we sat at the second row. Hah, prominent enough. Saw fellow syco people on stage. Some even noticed the 3 of us as they entered on stage. As they settled down waiting for emcee to finish the announcements, some of them said hi to me by raising their eyebrow. Lol. Jojo was funny enough to waved so hard on stage at us. Haha.

Well, concert ended, and hanged out with the Oap New Uk clique.(: Went to Subway with them. Total about 17 of us? So we sat at the place where its originally reserved for event dinner. Haha. So, those having prelims on the following day crowded at one side for mugging, while the rest beside. But we were sitting on one whole stretch of tables. Nice.(: I was feeling really sick and split headache's bugging me. So, cabbed home with Zixin, Junhe and Yuheng. Felt really sick and now still sicking, But I guessed I should be on the road to recovery.(: Had been hearing muffled sound recently. Terrible=/ That explains for my bad mood. Hah.

Alright, gotta go. I gonna screw Nokia care up! Hah. Joking.(: I'm a magnanimous person. Haha. Yay, so happy my phone's gonna be back with me!

& I miss syco, indeed.

Will you be here at
[6:49 PM]

I tried to post umpteen times but blogger can't seemed to show everything. I'm getting fed up with this. Not gonna repost. Whatever.

Will you be here at
[8:09 PM]

My internet access can work all of a sudden.
Really sick at the moment.
Just wanna say that;
My handphone is down at the moment.
House phone and comp can be down anytime.

Okay, everything's down. My health is down. And my mood is down.

Will you be here at
[10:57 PM]

Finally replied all the tags and friendster comments. (Bullshit, sound like I'm so popular? Hah.) Okay, this was meant to be a joke, no offence.=) Just don't know why everyone tag and comment at the same time. Haha.

And my brother really got onto my nerves! I can't stand it when he's like a pest staring at me every night while I'm on the comp. It's so irrtating. He'll just go on talking and commenting non stop. Its really annoying. The sight of him beside me made me feel so irritated! Arghh. Then whenever I chase him to sleep, he'll keep on complaining that he can't sleep. Holiday is like ending soon and he seriously needs to sleep early if not my mum will be screaming the hell out of him on every morning. Arghh. Irritating pest.
Ahh, I gotta keep my cool. Chill..

I'm back to normal.

Okay, I've not keep tracked of the days left to Promos. Before I realised it, It's 15 days left. Including today. Ahhh, shits. Real guilty enough. I've had fun these few days and thus neglected about the uptight-ness. (Is there such a word? hah)

Okay. I shall blog first then remorse over it. Hah.(:
Basically, met boon these two days. Studied a little? Ah I'm not sure. Considering the fact that I've completed a few tutorials at the beginning of the holiday, I should applause for myself? On the other hand, looking at the scope of topics tested for Promos, I think I should kick myself in the arse. Wake up luh?

Went tampines early in the morning. Missed 900 when i got downstairs. And missed 969 when I reached the interchange. It was really just a split second. Oh well, upon waiting, I decided to take 168 instead. Boarded 168 within 10 mins or so, only to realised, another 969 is picking up passengers at the berth too. But when I got to tampines, I saw 969. I was rather sure it was that bus I missed upon reaching interchange. So, maybe taking 168 is a faster alternative? Just that have to walk a distance to the interchange.(:

So, had lunch at pastamania. Went to Aljunied. He went to help out at his dad's stall while I went to the library. Real ulu enough.=/ Hah. I sat at the newspaper reading corner without realising that other work besides reading is not permissible. Got chased off by an uncle who spoke in a rather sarcastic way of approach. Hah, It's my fault for choosing the wrong place to do work anyway. So, I left that place. Went to sit at the sofa. It's comfortable for me to catch my afternoon's nap. Lol. His phone was with me cause otherwise there's no way he could contact me. Played with the phone more than doing tutorials. Laughs. (with sense of guilt) And, I didn't picked up his call when I was in the washroom. Made him ran about. Lol. Okay. Next.

Went to uncle's chicken rice stall. Oh, It's really nice, and super cheap! Even my mum had praises about it. Cause I brought some took away home. Hah. He's really funny helping his dad. Quite a lot of jokes. His dad was funny enough too. Claiming that he was our chauffeur while he's on the phone with I-don't-know-who. Haha. His dad drove me home. Thanks for the marvellous dinner and ride home.

Great day I must say.(:

Okay, now the remorseful part. Real guilty enough. But, I'm not into exam mood. I must say, I was.. But hmm, somewhere went wrong. I knew my attention or rather studious span was short. Hah. I think I'll regret if I retain. Cause I didn't do my best? Heh. I don't know. I shouldn't have even entered JC? Ahh, what nonsense am I talking?

Alright, whats done cannot be undone. Well, SYCO concert is tml. I want to watch! But I've no ways of contacting the rest! Ahh, It's really really really terrible without a phone!

Conclusion: Great day, yet with sense of guilt plus I desperately want my phone back!

Will you be here at
[11:08 PM]

Haha, I realised I did not include the conclusion for my phone in yesterday's post. Okay, I'm still phone-less.=( The person said Nokia didn't have the part to fix my phone. Oh my lovable phone.. Then i asked her, when can I get back my phone? She told me this, 'call when ready'. And she wrote this on my receipt, 'CWR'. Oh man...

Alright, blame it on me for not cherishing my phone. Anyhow fly fly fly. And here it goes, Fly Away. Lol.
Okay, i gotta start studying, studying and studying..

Maybe I'll feel like blogging later on.. Hah.

-Back here-
I'm feeling real guilty enough now. Did practically nothing much today. I seriously can't stay at home. But I can't study outside either, unless at a warmer place. Lol. My computer seemed to be calling me every time I'm nearby it. And I just can't seemed to get my butts stuck to the chair in my room. I'll just walk about, practically doing nothing.

Ahh, this seriously cannot work. I need some to have some self-discipline. Its end of thursday soon. 3 more days to end of hols, and god-knows-how-many-days to promos.

HELP!!

Will you be here at
[2:02 PM]

Rahh, went to collect phone. And what? The person told me she tried to contact me but couldn't reach me. Because the person called my hp number. And my phone, which is at Nokia care.-.- So she made an assumption that I'll definitely have a spare phone to use. Singaporeans, full of assumptions.-.-

Okay, so I've been phone-less for a week. It's terrible ehh?

Went library in the morning. Nahs, ineffective work. Cause I was freezing there. My nose was runnninnggggg like tap water and my brain seemed dead due to lack of sleep. Conclusion: I'm like a living corpse.

Left library at 3 to collect my phone. Didn't manage to get it. Wanted to look up Chenhaw and Qiguang at kiddy palace but they seemed to be nowhere in sight. Then, decided to go back library. Unexpectedly, I saw Chenhaw, stupid monkey OH JUN AN(who kept pestering me for his balloon!) and this so called 18 yrs old guy called nickie(In fact he's only 15. I'm not tricked!) when I made a turn at 2nd storey. Then went to walk around with them, headed to MJ. Saw Jierou, Yan Fei and Yu Xuan. So glad to meet them!^^ Oh and, I wanted to fulfill Junan's wish by getting him the balloon(ch suggested a spongebob one), but he turned down my gift. Fancy him pestering me like some small kid, but rejected the gift when I wanted to buy him one.-.- Then while waiting for boon to reach, saw a few CO juniors which included dear wenhui!((: Felt elated to see them too. After all its been nice being with CO juniors.

Watched dead silence. Alright, dolls are scary. That's the conclusion for the movie. Some of the parts are real scary.=/ Hah, this is just an opinion, rather subjective. Jierou and other two went to watch this Indonesia production-about nurse horror story. I don't know whats the name either. I think Jierou is rather brave now. She told us a few of those experiences as a nurse, from her mentors and all. And its rather challenging actually. Imagine having to clean up corpse and tie them up with your bare hands. Jierou sees it as doing a good deed instead. How encouraging of this act.(:

Life's full of ups and downs,
so,
cherish what we have before us.

Take care all my friends!=D

Will you be here at
[10:41 PM]

Dear god seemed to be depriving me of all connections to the external world!>.< My phone is under repair and my house phone is spoilt as well! Oh yes, He's hinting me to study!

Okay, I did tut 10A, with blanks of course. But at least, I finished it.(:

Guessed it was pms past few days. Now I'm better le. Glad for myself. -.-

Alright. I'm bored. I wanna have fun. I wanna jam music. Lol. Random.

Will you be here at
[5:44 PM]

I'm feeling so down down down.
I don't know how to face you either.
Why did those words came out from me?
I seemed like possessed at that moment.
But I knew, my mind was vividly clear.
Perhaps all these will draw a distance apart.
I guess so.

Will you be here at
[5:07 PM]

This was what I just did at oscar website. Okay. I think I know what I want, for the time being.

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Career Profile Inventory
Your Interests pattern is in this order:
1. Social
2. Enterprising
3. Administrative

Your Top 5 abilities are:
1. Sensitivity
2. Musical
3. Abstract Reasoning
4. Interpersonal
5. Numerical

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Occupations Matching

List of occupations that match well with your Interests.
Agent, Travel
Agent/Advisor, Life Insurance
Architect, Building
Bartender
Cabin Crew
Child Care Supervisor
Child Care Teacher
Concierge
Copywriter, Advertising
Counsellor
Curator
Designer, Jewellery
Designer, Product
Engineer, Flight (Air Force)
Guide, Travel & Tourist
Hairstylist
Journalist, Broadcast
Journalist/Reporter
Lawyer
Manager, Marketing
Manager, Hotel
Manager, Personnel/Human Resource/ Human Capital
Occupational Therapist
Officer, Air Engineering (AEO)
Officer, Industrial Relations
Officer, Police (Senior) (Inspector/Asst Superin
Officer, Prison (Senior)
Officer, Prison
Officer, Public Relations
Officer, Ticketing
Officer, Weapon Systems
Officer, Welfare
Photographer
Physiotherapist
Pilot, Air Force
Planner, Town
Producer, TV
Producer-presenter
Psychologist
Receptionist, Hotel
Representative, Sales
Scientist, Political
Secretary
Securities Dealer
Social Worker
Sociologist
Specialist, Aircrew
Specialist, Air Defence Systems (ADSS)
Specialist, Air Operations System (AOSS)
Specialist, Aviation Material
Specialist, Aviation Vehicle
Specialist, Unmanned Air Vehicle System (UAVSS)
Supervisor, Housekeeping
Supervisor, Food & Beverage
Supervisor, Front Office
Teacher, Arts
Teacher, Kindergarten
Teacher, Physical-Education
Teacher, Special-Education
Technician/Senior Technician, Air Force

List of occupations that match well with your Abilities.
Clerk, Settlement
Clerk, Trading Floor (Pit Observer)
Floor Trader (Floor Broker)
Musician
Officer, Credit
Optician, Precision
Producer, TV
Psychologist
Scientist, Political
Speech Therapist
Technician, Accounting
Technician, Taxation
Waiter/Waitress

List of occupations that match well with both your Interests and Abilities.
Producer, TV
Psychologist
Scientist, Political

Will you be here at
[11:34 AM]

Phone has gone back to Nokia Care again.
Long story, I hope it'll be alright when i get it back the next time.
Went woodlands library early in the morning. To study. After that saw chen haw on my way home. Went to look for zqg as well, they're working at kiddy palace. Hanged around at their workplace for an hour after dinner. Got home. Blogging.

Stoning. Speechless. Why the hell did I say all those stuffs?

I think I wasn't thinking straight at that moment. Was walking hastily at cwp. While messaging. I don't know why that came to my mind and why I sent that message. Hoping you could appease. I'm sorry.

Down & away, perhaps I'll stay this way.

Will you be here at
[7:50 PM]

fuck. I think life really has got a problem with me.

Firstly:
I went to collect my pathetic phone which was under service for four days. The feeling without phone is real terrible! Even though Ting Yong was nice enough to lend me a phone, I just missed my phone badly. Alright, thats besides the point. The main thing is that i only realised that there's still some problem with the phone after i got home. Which means that either I have to go Nokia care right after I got home or I have to go there tml! Like I have so many time to spend on all these? >.<

Then, the password for my Memory Card don't work in the past. As in, no effects of locking up using the passwork. And well, it worked now. But i forgot the password! Ah shits. Imagine how many times I have to try. Upteen times of combinations and permutations. Finally, I got it after an hour of trial and error. And its some stupid password!!

Enough of that, and as i was logging in to blogger. Guess what? It says my email does not exists? wth? It is the correct email. But I couldn't log in, until the second time i try.

Alright. I shall reflect on this. Perhaps the problem does not lies with my life. I think being hasty only leads to more problem. And i realised that I'm always doing things in a rather fast manner. It can be good or bad. As in, i realised, when I'm walking alone, I tend to walk super fast. Just felt that people are walking way too slowly.-.- What's my problem again? And I copy stuffs rather fast, but messy.-.- Also, I can take only 10 mins from crawling up from bed to getting out of my house, if I wan to. Ahh, but I just had this feeling. The feeling that I'm-always-in-a-rush feeling. And it felt so insecure. Shouldn't shouldn't.

And whats now. Many things happened past few days. Loads to talk about. But I'm lazy to. Upon thinking about my phone, arghh. okay. Peace.

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