Hah, yay I'm going for the genting trip!(: And there's high probability that a few of us gonna form an ensemble to compete. (just for the fun & exp lah. hah)
Okay, I did nothing much today. I seriously hate myself for being so lazy and this word never gets out of me.
Schooled in the morning for chem consultation. Well, I didn't had much questions to ask though. Not that I'm all ready, but I haven't read enough for me to ask questions. Rahh, chem's halfway hanging in the air. & maths 1/10 chapters done. Econs is totally untouched. Same apply to physics. I feel so dead. And promos 3 days away? like f?
I feel like quitting this game I'm in now. I can't persevere on. I don't adhere to what I promised other people.
What I'm thinking now is all the fun and activities after promos. God damn shit. How am I going to enjoy those if i were to retained?
Why am I feeling so terrible now? I hate this feeling. The feeling of, I-want-to-study-but-I-can't-focus. This feeling sucks terribly.
ah crap.
felt that I'm in a race. Now's the race to decide whether I enter the semifinals. Whether do i want to give it a shot and chiong all the way to finishing line. If I can do it, but I chose to dilly dally walk throughout the race, I'll definitely leave much regrets. If I chiong now, I might get to the finishing line. Its tiring. It's exhausting me all my energy. I'm in a state of dilemma now. I want to win the race, but I ain't moving. 300m more to the finishing line, will I be able to push myself against my limits? I don't want to have regrets, seriously.