Just bought dinner back from maxwell food center. Seriously the food there is niceeeeeee. Mei shi jie's food sucks like idk what, and worst of all, overpriced.
&&& nic's really a nice boss omg ><
We were talking abt gays. Then he gets so high saying that gays are good party animals and he began to dance LOL. And he's like singing now lol.
DINGDONG knock off soon! >< like 2 hrs?! =.=
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Really pray hard that xiangle get well soon. Lao Tian shouldnt be so unfair to such a nice person! ><
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Sunday, July 26, 2009
LOL working at echo now. MiLuBing fan club gathering, like damn high. And stupid ^#!^*#$%^&%$%^&*^$ georgy just said "nvm just give them anything, PRCs don deserve good food!"
Si george and waiter shoot me till i bwg.):
Lol, nic now web-camming with sam cause he's sick and can't turn up. The fans like all so high. LOL. Nic: Sam would u like to say anything? Sam: uhh uhh, hello. *cough cough* (Fans gets all so high laughing) Sam: My voice nice anot? (all laugh again)
and the convo continues with sam talking and fans laughing and nic questioning and weiqi shyshy-ing. LOL. when suddenly, sam: uhh why are u all taking pictures?! Can see me ah?! (ROFL)
woah cool. sam is having a fever yet singing over the phone with piano thru the webcam. COOL!
HAHAHHA. LOL! and as nic was giving the cue for sam to sing, here it goes.. Nic: "ready get set, GO!" Sam: GO WHERE?!
HAHHAHAHAHHA. thats cute.
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Wednesday, July 22, 2009
220th post.
HELLO I BLOGGED.
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Saturday, July 18, 2009
Woah, 8 months since graduate and __________.
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Friday, July 17, 2009
Okay this post is just my reflections towards life. Wanted to lock up this post but blogger nehneh cannot. (if can tell me how) lol. But doesn't matter also, since my blog has been pronounced dead since idk when.
I feel that I've been through so so so much recently. So much that I feel that I've really grown up. Like, no kidding. Or should I say. I need to behave like a grown up.
Time flies, and its been like almost 8 months since I graduated. And what have I been doing? Like, wasting my life away with maple? I know why I am indulged in maple, but thats not a reasonable excuse. As I've said, Excuse.
Some stuffs happened at work recently. Yet another setback, but I know it will make me stronger. However, I just feel so unprotected, towards the cruelty of society. I was ranting to people about how nice it is back then in school. For the very least, I'm fed with pocket money everyday and just goes school to sleep or like, argue with teachers.=/ I need not face the practical world on my own, like on the frontline. =.= This morning I saw my mum. I wanted to talk to her about this, but I thought I didn't want to bother her or somehow I feel that I need to learn how to handle it myself. Like for the previous 2 cases at work (like why am I always meeting this kinda people), somewhat similar. I told my mum and she wanted me to quit. Now, I realised that quitting is not the long term solution. I want to face this myself.
Then, I was talking to yiling about my regrets in choosing this path cause since the beginning I'm not a studious person. And now somehow stuck in the middle. I always had this belief that “things happen for a reason”. So I guess, somewhat this is for a good cause. Yeah, maybe things aren't that bad after all. Like what yl said, we can use this 1 year to explore what we really want in life. I'm really happy for her for she found what she really likes and where she belongs. But for me, I wasted this 1 year away, indulging in mapling. Yes, and I know what I should really do now is to quit. And not continue to rant how I wasted my life and continue wasting it. But maple is like, so addictive. I can only reduce the number of hours playing and gradually.......quit. I feel that maple is like a bi4 feng1 gang3 to me. Idk how should I say. I feel that I'm playing maple to escape from the reality. Whenever I don't maple, I feel very xinku, like mood swing. But when I maple, I don't think about real life thing anymore. And it somehow makes me better. There's so much things in me in which I wished to scream out or rant. But somehow I can't find a suitable medium to do it. I've been trying to explain, but to no avail. Until just, to jamie dear. Thanks.=) At least I sorted out my thoughts. I know that I shouldn't hide from reality, cause one day I'll still have to face it. So.. How?
(side-tracked) I'm at work now andthe uncle fixing the lights is so nice to show concern for my nose. Talking to me abt this and that abt sensitive nose. Cause I'm like having the daily flu, which worsen from sleeping at 7am everyday.
Anyway, no more emotional runs in mind. Shall end here, tentatively. Wait xin xue lai chao then blog again.=x