Hah, so many 'if only-s ' in life. If only he had told me earlier, I wouldn't have forsaken the last minimal hope for paper 1. And I did so. I did only one paper mcq where people did tonnes. I didn't bother to read up either. Well,not his fault but mine. After paper, he told me that my chem paper is a gone case. And asked if i could depend on other subjects. ROFL? Econs' always such low grades.
Alright, now 80% or 90%.
Guess most probably I'll be in 0821 then.
& honestly, I felt little sense of relieve. But rather tensed up and worrying now. I don't see the point of enjoying now. I felt I seriously don't deserve that. I started slightly earlier in preparation for chem paper, to clear my doubts. However, not alot effort put in still. And, I did not do much the day before. I merely chose chapters to flip through and I didn't bother to memorise anything cause I started late at night. That totally ruined everything. I'm one who must study "last minute" in comparison. With the earlier preparation for chem, I held rather high hopes (as in, like an overall pass?) as compared to other subjects. But my actions on the day before chem paper left much rooms for regrets. I totally dislike this. Maybe last minute chiong-ing would push me to a greater extent.
One new game killed me. In addition of lack of self-discipline, I left regrets. I'm out of this race..
Actions reflects results. I learnt it through the hard way.