I dislike that irksome eyesight you're giving me. I do what I want to & that's my own problem okay. Really, its none of your concern, you need not give me that kinda look. Okay, it is subjective, but I just don't like what you're showing me.
zzz.
anw, tml's gp paper. I've totally got no idea what to study, though I managed to pack my notes last night. Bahhs, I don wanna study.:(( People used to say that English is something under the Sun. No studying required. And this was always what I did. Now, its different, GP (being another form of English), requires memory work, even much more taxing than a few other subjects. And some of my classmates already started to memorise since last week, oh my tian. Lol, I'll never be able to do that. But I just can't scrape a pass for GP. Blame it on not reading since young. & blame it on my Lazy character which caused me to not touch a single book till now. Still remember what the counsellor told us, "read English, speak English, & DREAM English."
Ahh, forget it, I know I just gonna flunk GP like usual. But somehow, don't know, I feel that something is amiss. As bad as other subjects may fare, its different from this.
Some of them just don't understand how it feels as non-mugger and gave us a XXX look. Come on, lead your own life, why bother about people like, me. I just can't be like a 24 hour MUGGER who sits down there just to study and agree to every single shit the tutors say, when what they say obviously sound wrong to me. zzz.
This may sound hostile, but I'm just speaking what I wanna say.
I WANT FREEDOM. I DON'T WANT TO BE CONFINED. I DON'T WANT THIS KIND OF LIFE.