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Wednesday, June 4, 2008

I have yet to start on revision for mye,
& its pretty sinful cause the second week gonna come to an end soon,
occ and weekends.

Someone tell me how how how.
I just cannot get started.
I cannot get sitted either.
I know at this point of time, my girls would tell me: The problem lies with your mindset your thinking, there's nothing we can do.
Yep, I know its true, but,
I've not gotten used to studying yet.
& if Mr Ong were to see this, he'll surely ask me one thing,
then how long u wan to take to get used it? Then retain 1, 2, 3 years?
Okay, that's nuts.

Haha, practically I've been hearing these comments for the past years every time I rant about my studying attitude.

I am finally done with sgc, much copy paste work to be done.
Okay, my sgc is not that copyright, cause its from several sources.
By mixing, it became my copy.
Lol, smart hur.
But I may just get a hell loads scolding later.
But, who cares.
I am never serious when it comes to studying.
Okay wait a moment, I am occasionally really serious in studies this year.
But some people just cannot see, like uh-hmm.

It's been rollarcoaster rides, ups and downs.
I think most of the time the problem's with me, whats my darn problem man?
I really looked too much into things I care for, in fact, overly.
I'm more of those extremist when it comes to handling things.
I will look alot into things I'm concerned with.
But when its something I'm not that concerned (i.e studies), I don't give a hoot about it. Like, I don't feel there's a need to see the problem as such serious case cause it weighs nothing in my heart.
As such, I'm able to take things in stride and have a doesn't-matter-what-will-happen mindset.
But when its something I really care, I may go overboard to the extent of looking into every small single details.
Pardon me, cause I'm like that.
But I will do something to it, hope you can understand.



Will you be here at
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