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Sunday, June 8, 2008

-just reached home not long ago.
-sy concert ytd.
-it really feels different being an audience and performer of SYCO.
-heartening to see so many friends that we once went through hardcore practices tgt.
-brain isn't processing now i guess.
-stay out ytd till now.
-haven't start work.
-yet two more week left.
-no momentum.
-excuses.
-but i will try.
-i've had all my fun, its time to start.
-&& Situ laoshi is really nice. I don't know how I can ever express my gratitude towards him. He's really, a rare teacher around you can ever find. I'll do what I promised after A's. And I will. Though with that lil amount of lessons I've had, he still treats me really nice. As in, I feel ashamed for disappointing him, creating excuses and such, and claiming I was how busy where he knew in fact I was not diverting all the time to studies. Where I did not hold up to my promises and such. But he still treats me as his student and never give up on me.
I'm really sorry, but thats not the word to say.
I mean, I'll do him proud one day.
-And I know I disappointed many people, by claiming I need to give up co cause I need to study. Some friends ranted at me on sat as well. I knew that'd happen. I'm disappointed in myself for not being able to strike a balance btw studies and co and xxx.
-But I just cannot get to STUDY, this particular thing. But, sigh, I know I have to start soon. I can't afford to fail. For at least, to those people I've made a pact with.

Okay, some reflections here, hoping it'll motivate me on. I have 2 weeks left for totally untouched full JC curriculum.
Wanted to type in point form cause my brain processor broke down but well..
Anw, my phone is half cranky alr. So, I may not be able to reply asap due to some once-happened problem.

Alright, I don't know what I'm taking alr, shall see what to do next.






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