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Sunday, November 30, 2008

A post for me to rant something out of everything.

It just seems like everything is going downhill for me!
My qin is sent for repair and I lost my pick!
It's like so important cause it may take some time to get used to a new one.
And it's even more difficult to find a relatively good one and I actually misplaced it!
AHHHHHH.
And I didn't turn up for lesson today as I was sick.
Really feel so damn frustrated, wanna give up so much!

Wth is happening with my life?!

And I haven't even sat down to prac for the audition pieces when all these happened.
It's like, audition is on wed and marvellously one of the piece is at tempo 240 plus my hands are slow slow now due to not practising for a long time.
Okay, what can I do now. I need a new pick!
Why isn't that old pick which got lost?!

Freaking.

Plus all the things which made me have sleepless nights since the 18th.
&&& I've yet to get a job where friends around are all working.=///
Whereas I'm just slacking away time every single day and not doing any constructive work.
When will this period get over?!
It's gonna affect me way too much.
Arghhh.



Will you be here at
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